Flutter away

Well, the thing I wish I would have stuck to saying no is when the cousin told me. He wanted to go down to the river to shoot guns up in the air. I told him no, but he wore me down and i went anyways. This is the biggest regret of my life. I wish I would have ran away from him, or just got away from him because this changed my life completely. Being shot in the head is not fun. It messed up everything. Good thing, I have coffee, God, salads, my writings, my sister, and a place like jetpack to tell all my sorrows and all of you. Thank you for being here and reading this and have a great night.