With the way the world keeps turning:

I would not visit Iran because the United States is at war with them and I don’t want to die in the war over there. There have been talks but nothing concrete. President Trump still wants Iran to give up their nuclear bombs and capabilities, plus open the strait of hormuz for the United States. They have refused to do both. So, it is a complex situation. Right now, the United States is blockading ships from getting through the strait of hormuz. Iran is threatening to blow up the ship that is blockading the Iranian ship from getting through. President Donald Trump said, if the strait of hormuz is not open for the United States. Then it will not be open to Iran. We will just see how this plays out. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Don’t want Covid-19

The pandemic changed us all. It was grouling going through it because I just stayed home a lot when I was not working for doordash. I still stay home a lot, rather stay home then catch covid-19 because I already have a weak immune system. My head injury did that to me. So, when I am in public closed in spaces and someone is coughing I put on a mask. I always carry a mask with me now, if I am going to be at a store or someplace closed in. So basically, it has made me evaluate my surroundings and make sure there are no people coughing. Or else, I will put on a mask or move very quickly away from them.

I couldn’t believe it. During the covid-19 pandemic, it was winter time. I was taking a break from working with doordash. I had to use the restroom. So, I went to QT. I went inside their bathroom and caught the flu. It was horrible. Thank goodness it was not covid-19 because I could still breathe, but the next day. I just rested. I got better and resumed working with doordash. But, that’s a wake up call, to wear a mask in the bathroom at qt in the winter because it could have been covid-19 and I would have been sick longer, or even die. So, what I learned is always have a mask on me, no matter the season. If someone is coughing put it on right away because I can easily get covid-19 and I don’t want covid-19 on top of being disabled. That would be very bad. Even the flu is bad. If I can avoid getting anything. I will do it because I hate being sick. It is no fun.

Usually with me, if I get the flu. It usually turns into bronchitis which now I have a hard time breathing. My nose is stuffed up and I have phlegm in my throat. So, it is better that I wear a mask so I can alleviate getting sick all together.

Much better to stare at a pink sky with the moon inside my apartment, than risk getting sick in public places. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Disability challenges

What are your biggest challenges?

Everyone has challenges, such as disability, financial, social, educational, unemployment, mentally, etc. There are a lot more than I named, but my biggest challenge is my disability.

My disability affects everything I do. The way people see me. The job I can get. How much money I make. Since, I use one arm and walk with a limp, it is very easy to get looked over for some good opportunities. I still attempt to live through all that life has to offer me. I do not plan to give up on life; even though it gets hard because I still am living. I need to make the most of this life. Even though it is hard to be disabled. I have no plans to give up on life.

My depression is sometimes hard to handle. I have problems getting out of bed. I get up by eating an apple and drinking coffee, but the yogurt puts me back to sleep. That is another challenge of mine. Eating yogurt and going back to sleep. I probably need to drink more water and less caffeine.

I am depressed because I did not get any justice for this injury (shot in the head). My family let my cousin get away with shooting me in the head. I am pissed off, the cousin walks around like he did nothing wrong. He is like a cockroach in hiding. I don’t know where he is and my family keeps us apart. They think I will go ballistic on him, which I might because I don’t like being disabled.

My other challenge is finances. I am in a lot of debt. I have a degree, but since I am disabled it is hard for me to utilize it. Some people are afraid to hire me, when they see me walk in with a limp. One of these days, I will get a job with my degree, I just got to keep trying. I cannot give up on my degree. The challenges are all too real. Thank you for reading.