It is a scary place to be. I can’t tell you what I will be doing six months from now. I live day to day and don’t look further into the future. I live in the present, rather than the past or the future. I sometimes ponder about the past and wonder what I would be doing if I had not gotten shot in the head, but this is not realistic. The fact that I did get shot in the head and this is my reality. Yet, it sucks for me, living with a disability (walk with a gimp, my left arm is paralyzed). So, this brings me right back to living in the present time. They say if you live in the past, you are depressed and if you live in the future, you are anxious. I am depressed so I drink coffee and eat apples so I can get myself out of that funk. Plus, I take walks to get some vitamin d from the sun. It works for the most part. Also, I eat dark chocolate, which also helps depression. So, even though I feel sad. I do have ways to deal with my depression that will make me feel better. So in hindsight, I live in the present.
Shot in the head 
That’s good when you can work out what is best for you, and help yourself to keep positive and healthy… it’s the best treatnent and way to go! 👍
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Thank you very much for this 😊! Hopefully, it works for a long time.
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Yes, if you continue to remain positive as it’s therapeutic. Enjoy your interests and be happy! 😊
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Yes it is hard to remain happy always. That is where coffee comes in, when I drink coffee I can be happy a little bit longer 😁. Also, apples and salads also help with my moods, which is great. So happiness isn’t that far away.
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😊👌
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You captured the moon beautifully too! Keep well 🙏
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Thank you for this also, I will keep well. Thank you again.
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beautiful photo and i like your coping mechanisms, it’s very healthy
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Thank you very much! Yes I need to cope somehow. What is better than an apple, coffee, and a salad. Well maybe water too. Because coffee does dehydrate a little.
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