What do you wish you could do more every day?
In this blog, I will discuss what I wish I could do more everyday. I wish I could play more music,by myself or with people. This part of my life is missing. Once I get the car situation under control and the bill caught up. I will return to music. For now, I just sing and play drums in my apartment quietly.
Another thing I wish I could do is write more on Jetpack. I am so busy during the day that I never have time to just write on Jetpack. I work a lot so that eats up my time. I am never ahead of the car payment. Like I said in other posts, it is expensive.
I have not stopped writing lyrics. I have to do this daily or else I get a headache or get angry. Either one is not good so I write lyrics. I just wish I could play music with others. That would be awesome.
In conclusion- I wish I could play more music with people or by myself in front of a crowd. Also, I wish I could write more on Jetpack. The concern is my expensive car. I have to work to cover the payment. Doordash is not giving me a lot of work these days, so I have to work long hours to make a little bit of money. Also in my area, there are a lot of people who do Doordash, which does not help. I get there little by little. Thank you for reading.
Shot in the head 
Hi I like your post, very transparent and real.
In 2017 I became homeless, lost wife, kids and job. Then I lost everything I thought I needed to live this life, house, car, toys. Now I am carless and care less if i ever own another one. I ride my bike everywhere for free.
My point being, lose the vehicle if you can and get an ebike and trailer. Just a suggestion. I do it at 61 years old. Respects for working as hard as you do. I pray you arrive at the place in your life you wanna be.
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Thank you, I am sorry for your loss.i am sorry you were homeless, that must have been tough. I am glad you are in a better place today. But I am disabled with one arm that is paralyzed and a bike will not work for me. Thank you for the suggestion though. I hope you arrive at a place you want to be also.
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Thank you for the kind words. We all have a tough life I think. What makes us epic ? We get up and out of bed each morning. We havent checked out on our own initiative and try and come alongside others, sharing what we have survived through. Blessings Jesse, your f*****g doin it.
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Sure, so are you , you are doing awesome, you came a long way blessings to you too. thank you
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