Think of the thing

If I could have something named after me it would be a salad because I love salad. It would have to be a very delicious salad.

Maybe a salad of my own creation. One with carrots, tomatoes, cauliflower, broccoli, kale, spinach, romaine and for the dressing lemon and lime. Then, you have yourself a Jesse salad. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

Mind in a warp

The bending of my mind to find an answer to the question, has left me to think of another way to answer it. My brain is out of shape to conjure an answer. Feeling deep to tremble through the sounds and the colors soon fade together. A long time ago, I fished through memories of long ago. I still come up blank, but what I can tell you it was a special day, when I figured out what i wanted to do. It soon turned to mush as reality took president and my plan to do good didn’t work out in my favor.
Many people have dreams of doing great things when they are younger, but most out grow there speculation and do something else as they age. When, people are left in certain situations they grab a job and hope they like it. Years go by, and they are doing the same job because they get used to that job and don’t want to leave until one day they get mad and pack up their belongings and go. This what happened at my teacher’s aide job. Some lady started screaming at me. She needed to use the restroom. When i needed to use the restroom.  I just left. I never went back. Over the summer vacation, I was a no show and put in my resignation letter. The kids were disappointed, but I knew they could find better than me. Someone physically able to do the job. So, life doesn’t always go as planned, just thank heavens I left that job. I didn’t like the fact the main teacher didn’t defend me. So I had to go. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

My favorite again

My favorite weather is around 70 or 80 degrees and it can’t be raining because in Southern Arizona it rains like crazy. So I like it 70 or 80 degrees with the sun out.

The weather in this picture was perfect, around 70 or 80 degrees. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Wish upon the moon

Yes I wish upon the moon that I can read more. I love to read. I don’t have enough time to read. I am doing something all the time. I think i have to stop going to bed so late, but that’s a little hard because I am a night owl. I can’t change that. Well, maybe sometime in the future I will change that. For now, I will be a night owl. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

Wired

This is my life. I am always wired from coffee. I drink a lot of coffee each day, to ward off depression because of the disability. My left arm doesn’t function correctly and I walk with a limp. So, one way I deal with the lows, is get a cup of coffee. It seems to lift my spirits up. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

This is how I would do a cross country trip

I would rent a car and do the cross country trip. I would not take a plane. Let me explain, the TSA agents are not getting paid because of a partial shut down which is affecting their paychecks. So, a number of them are quitting because of no pay. TSA stands for transportation security agent or officer (tso) and they are on the front line. They make sure everyone is checked before boarding the plane. They work with the scanners, check ID’s, check boarding passes etc. They are a vital part of the airport. So, without adequate TSA agents. The airport doesn’t run smoothly and getting on a plane will take forever. So, I would rather drive cross country because I can see the whole country.
I probably would do it during the summer. Right now, parts of the country, still have snow and sleet. Also, there are really bad dust storms going on in parts of the country. So later might be better. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Confidence can be easy:

My aunt Gracie is the most confident person I know because she has to be confident to teach a bunch of children at a school. She walks into a room and demands respect and knows who she is. She teaches children with kindness, but when a child she knows, is not putting their best foot forward. She asks them to do better and it usually works because she works with them. Until they are adequate and can get the job done correctly. She gives her students power to direct their lives, but not so much that they are disruptive in class. She is in control of the classroom. She has a heart of gold, but if students push her buttons. They get sent to the principal office or suspended or even expelled. She doesn’t put up with student drama. She knows why she is there, to teach the students the subject matter and leave for the day. Then, come back and do it all over again. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Saver but sort of a tosser:

My table is not clean. It is full of different projects and things to read and things I need to look into, such as getting a credit card. I have to be careful when getting a credit card. I have to pay it off in full every month, or else the interest will creep up and I will be paying more than I would like to pay. I need to build credit so that is why I am looking into getting a credit card. So, I save a lot of mail I get offering me a credit card. Then, I ask Gemini if it is a good credit card. It always suggests I go with chime or discover. Maybe I will look into that and quit hoarding all this mail from other credit cards. Also, my lyrics. I save a lot of them. I get a good coffee high and write. It is a lot of fun to see what I come up with.

I do toss out quite a bit. Especially, if it doesn’t have any significance. Then, I will throw it out. Such as, daycare pamphlets to enroll my nonexistent children in. This is seeing the trash quickly. I would make a terrible father because I would forget them at school or some school function. Being one arm doesn’t necessarily make a good father. So, I stay child free, which is good. I throw out more stuff, such as receipts from stores and old coupons. I just throw out things I will never use. If I haven’t looked at something for six weeks. I will get rid of it. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

Only significant and the war

My middle name is my real father’s name, which is Joseph. That’s the only thing that’s remarkable about my middle name. When my real father was living God rest his soul. He went by Joe.

My mom and my real father divorced when I was young, so I never had the chance to get to know him, besides visiting Florida in the 80’s. He lived in Pensacola Florida and I live in Tucson AZ, so we are far apart. So, when he died. I didn’t go to his funeral because it was too far. In all actualllity, he is dead and his girlfriend is dead also. God rest both their souls.

Onto something I heard on Instagram. This post said we are at war with China over oil. China gets its oil from both Venezuela and Iran. Well, Venezuela not so much anymore, but Iran yes. So if we control the oil reserves from both countries. We have China in our back pocket. Yet, China might start getting oil from Russia so we don’t have control over them. I would really appreciate it, if Trump doesn’t get us in a war with China. That would be a terrible war. Well, that’s just one way to look at the war. It makes sense because Trump is all about the oil. I realize the war is costing us a billion dollars a day, but nothing works with this administration. We can protest the war and still he will do whatever he wants. So, we mightiswell just enjoy the ride. Trump did say Iran could strike the USA with bombs, but that remains to be seen. I don’t want to count it out, but it is a possibility. Well, hopefully the war won’t go on for a long time. Trump wants Iran to surrender. So if Iran surrenders. I guess the war is over and Trump and the people of Iran pick a new leader. It is much simpler said than done, but that is what I gather has to happen. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Explosions from the war.