Mind in a warp

The bending of my mind to find an answer to the question, has left me to think of another way to answer it. My brain is out of shape to conjure an answer. Feeling deep to tremble through the sounds and the colors soon fade together. A long time ago, I fished through memories of long ago. I still come up blank, but what I can tell you it was a special day, when I figured out what i wanted to do. It soon turned to mush as reality took president and my plan to do good didn’t work out in my favor.
Many people have dreams of doing great things when they are younger, but most out grow there speculation and do something else as they age. When, people are left in certain situations they grab a job and hope they like it. Years go by, and they are doing the same job because they get used to that job and don’t want to leave until one day they get mad and pack up their belongings and go. This what happened at my teacher’s aide job. Some lady started screaming at me. She needed to use the restroom. When i needed to use the restroom.  I just left. I never went back. Over the summer vacation, I was a no show and put in my resignation letter. The kids were disappointed, but I knew they could find better than me. Someone physically able to do the job. So, life doesn’t always go as planned, just thank heavens I left that job. I didn’t like the fact the main teacher didn’t defend me. So I had to go. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

6 thoughts on “Mind in a warp

  1. Hey Jesse? Have you considered selling your songs and lyrics to pros? I don’t know the process, back when I was in highschool a pro suggested mailing the music to oneself for authenticity proof. BUT, lemmy from Motorhead for instance wrote and made a lot of money by profiting from Metalica recording his material, Ozzy played his stuff too. “The ace of spades!!! The ace of spades!!!” Fantastic tune! I’m gonna look into it for myself eventually. Cheers bro!!! Wishing you the best!!!

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    1. Yes maybe I can do that too. I have looked into it a little. I would have to pay for a site where people would go there who were interested in buying my songs. I will do further investigations. Thank you for the suggestion, cheers. The best for you too.

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