A disability always makes me feel out of place.

An older picture of me, but I am disabled. I walk with a gimp. My left arm doesn’t work. So I often feel out of place because of where I go. There aren’t any disabled people around me. Usually, they are physically able around me. But, that is life. There are a lot of people who didn’t get shot in the head or have physical ailments. I guess it is a good thing because more people were like me. It would be bad because they would take forever to get things done, with one arm. We would not have the finer inventions, such as the computer or the cell phone. It takes people with two hands to make devices.

In conclusion, I often feel out of place because of my disability. I am just hoping one of these days, the cousin who shot me in the head gets his comeuppance. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Without a computer

Since cellphones came from computers. My life would be incomplete. It would be crickets running under a moonlit sky. I would not be able to work or nothing. My life would be incomplete without working. Without computers, there wouldn’t be any internet. Therefore, my job would be nonexistent. So computers are very important tools for people like me, who rely on technology for their work. Plus, I entertain myself with computers, so the only thing I would have to do is play music. I would play my drums set more, play my shakers more, and pray to God more than I do. I set aside an hour to pray, but without computers. I would pray a little more than that. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

Skill to stay asleep

The skill of staying asleep is very important to me as an individual living where I live. There’s a lot of noise in my apartment complex, from the cars passing by, to people talking by my apartment. I wish I could ignore these disruptions and just sleep, but my mind wakes up when I hear disruptions. I have tried ear plugs, but I still hear them. Maybe, if I tire myself out it can help me sleep better. I have to try that or meditation can help too. I never get more than six or seven hours of sleep, then someone or something wakes me up. It is kind of annoying, but when I get up, I eat my apple and yogurt. Then, I am able to sleep a little more. So that’s what I need to do . Sleep without any distractions or things waking me up because throughout the day I am tired because of this, but I will try meditation. Maybe that will help. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Easy going

I am proud of this salad,

This chik filla salad with added goodies, such as cilantro, cucumbers, tomatoes, and avocado. Chik filla added apples,strawberries, romaine, lettuce, but we added some good herbs and spices. It was a very delicious salad. Plus, with chik filla chicken that added the right amount of protein that anyone needs. It was awesome that chik filla put fruit in the salad. It made it taste even better. Thank goodness my sister told chik filla to hold the blue cheese because blue cheese is not very good. Thank you for reading.

Salads and walks

These days, everyone is so busy. They don’t have time to think about themselves. I fall into this category, where I don’t think about myself and focus on others. Yet, for the last couple of weeks, I have been going for walks. It really helps with depression and exercise is important. Walking gives me energy to get through those tough days, to clear my mind, and to breathe in the fresh air. It is a great stress reliever, too.

Also, salads give me energy because, essentially, I eat the energy from the plant, which is photosynthesis, which is how plants make food from sunshine and water. There are a lot of goodies in those salads, such as romaine, tomatoes, spinach, banana peppers, cucumbers, and purple cabbage. These all have nutrients, and all have vitamins that are essential for the human body. So when I eat a salad, I pep up completely. Also, with an apple and coffee, now I am really awake. Through in some water also, then I am good to go. The burrito gives a little energy, but if I eat the whole thing. I will feel sluggish. That is why my sister and I share a burrito. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

UBE coffee at Black Boba tea

My sister brought this amazing coffee drink called Ube. It has way more caffeine in it than a regular cup of coffee. When I drank it, my eyes would light up. It was an incredible caffeine high. It made me so happy cause caffeine does that. That is why I drink coffee to be alert and happy, but this UBE drink was beyond coffee. I have never felt so alive drinking a drink. It better do something like it does. It cost $9. That is expensive for a drink, but some things are worth trying.

Here are some pictures of the inside of the black Boba tea shop. That ube drink was incredible. We will see if we can get it again. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night 🌙.

Family and my sister

We usually gather around the table for a good meal and talk with everyone. We find out what everyone is doing and just spend time with each other. For, Christmas, we may get presents, but there is nothing super fancy. For instance, one Christmas I received socks, because back then I was wearing my shoes without socks. One funny Christmas, was when we gave our niece magnum condoms, lmao 🤣 .We gave our nephew a bag of charcoal. We gave our sister a hickory farms sausage and our mom the best gift of all, a picture of the person who shot me in the head. We tacked the picture on the wall and she tore it down. We all got a good laugh that Christmas. Thank you for reading.

Cooking fries

People have all types of cooking experiences. Some are good experiences, some are bad experiences and some are in between good and bad experiences. Cooking fries comes between good and bad.

A long time ago, my sister and I decided to oven bake some fries. So, we cooked up the fries. Then, my sister had a wonderful idea. She put Cayenne pepper on the fries. They were burning my butt hot. My sister liked the fries. They were really hot, but also they were good too. So, she didn’t do that bad of a job on them. So, it was not a failed cooking experience. We ate them. We just knew next time, don’t put that much Cayenne pepper on the fries, just a little will do fine. Thank you for reading.