Ecstatic time

I bought my first computer in the 90’s. It was pretty fast back then. It was an e machine computer. It came with the brain of the computer separate from the monitor. There was a mouse and a mouse pad so I could maneuver the computer. I mainly got the computer for writing school papers on it. My step-dad was thrilled to get the computer. He put the internet on the computer, through AOL. It was a dial up so it was slow. We had to hook up the telephone to the computer to make AOL work, but it was good. I bought a printer so I could print out the school paperwork.

My step dad and my sister used to play doom on the computer, which is a shooter game. I even sometimes played the game because you controlled a gun, or a shotgun and you used this gun to kill evil villains in the game. As the game progresses, the villains become tougher to kill and that is when I died in the game, but it was a good game.

Then, by 2010, the computer got really old and stop working as efficiently. So, i had to retire it and I don’t remember what happened to it. I think i lost it in a move, but anyways that’s my first computer. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Instant sky

To develop a sense of self; even though messed up and my trajectory is on a different road. Now looking back should have gotten out of there, but where would I have run. It was pure darkness. I should have made a call, to my dad back then, but not thinking. I played into the cousin’s dark desires. He lead me down a path. I would have never dreamt possible back when I was 12, but here I am many years later looking back what was the happening that broke the donkey’s back. The happening of failed dreams not knowing too much of what else could happen, but back then I didn’t think it was possible to live with a bullet in the head. I thought once I got shot in the head. I would die, but here I am today. Still, I don’t know where I am going because it  is hard to live in this broken body. I have fear that no one will accept me because of this disability. I walk around people look at me weird because of the way i limp and walk, but I go for walks anyway because of the way it makes me feel and I am not going to stop going for walks because of their weird looks. I need to get out and smell the roses sometimes . With the help of God and Jesus and the Holy spirit, I will find the strength to do something that has meaning and something that i am good at, such as living with a traumatic brain injury, shot in the head. There are a lot of shootings in the US maybe tap into those kinds of things because living with an injury is what I am good at. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

If it is possible. It will be granted in the moonlight.

Only when I sleep-

I don’t think about being shot in the head with a gun. It is too easy to get depressed, so I drink coffee to remain happy and remain at peace with myself.

Only when I sleep –

This is the only time I don’t think of this injury or disability because I complain about this injury quite a lot. Who wouldn’t. I walk around using one arm, my dominant left arm doesn’t work, so I use my right arm. I have a limp also because I grew a little bit but my left leg didn’t grow. My right leg grew, also my left leg and my left arm are paralyzed.

It is a hard life, so yes I complain, but one of the issues is that I haven’t gotten any justice. I probably have to wait until I am older and he is older. The cousin  who shot me in the head, said he would help me financially, but that never happened. Instead, he bought a house. So, as they say, what goes around, comes around so I wait for the time to come where my justice is prevalent and he gets what is coming to him.

The cousin who shot me in the head. Man I wish things could be different, for the sake of our family, but my family should have stuck him in prison. Then, I would have had peace of mind that he got what was coming to him. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Subway and sports

These wraps from Subway were really delicious and they were under $4 a piece. So, if you have a Subway restaurant in your city or town. I would highly recommend you go to Subway and pick up one of these wraps. You won’t be sorry.

As for sports I like to watch are: football, winter sports, such as figure skating, basketball, hockey, and the Olympics, such as the gymnastics. Watching tennis is good too.

As far as playing sports, miniature golf, or golf, hiking, walking, riding a three wheeler bike, playing pool, and ping pong. Thank you for reading. Have a great night l.

Long shot:

I have been playing the lottery for a long time. The most I have won on the lottery was $11, a couple years ago. The lottery would be a dream come true. This would be life changing for me. I probably would not tell a soul about the winnings. I would remain anonymous.

So, let’s say I won millions of dollars. First, I would buy a home for myself and my sister. Then, I would invest some money. I would give some money to charity. I would give money to my aunt and uncle. I would probably hire an accountant to take care of some of the money, depending on how much I won. Then, I would put some money behind my music and get a band going and see how far I could go with my music because now I have the money to back my music up and probably just live off what I invested, as long as it is possible. As soon as it made any money. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Ranking the Harry Potter Books these are books that are well done!

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I read the first book and it was very good. The other books in the trilogy must be as good or better. The book kept me wanting to read it, until the end. The book was very interesting.

It is about Harry Potter and a man named Valdomort killed Harry Potter’s parents because the child (Harry) would defeat Valdomort in a battle. Well, the first book starts with Harry’s training at the school of magic(Hogwarts ). This is where Harry finds out he is special and is needed to defeat Valdomort. Before he was accepted into the school of magic (Hogwarts), he was living with his aunt and uncle who tried to shield Harry from his destiny and didn’t want him to fulfill his magic fulfillment. But, Hagred rescued Harry and brought him to Hogwarts, the school of magic. There he began his quest to fine tune his magical abilities and rise as a great patron of magic. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Tradition at home:

Bagels with bell peppers, avocado, cream cheese, and some good seasonings is always a plus. Then burgers with a salad is very delicious. Pizza with avocados and a salad is also good.  A salad with chicken, cucumbers, tomatoes, romaine, apples, and seasonings is very good too. Plus, a fruit salad with kiwi, oranges, pineapple, cherries, and grapes and figs is always terrific. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds

If anyone has been following my blog for a while will know thst my favorite pastime activity is playing music. I like writing lyrics, singing lyrics, playing the shaker and playing the drum set. I play the drum set everyday and sing lyrics that I wrote everyday. It helps me relax.

The reason I am sharing the Beatles song Lucy in the sky with diamonds is because when I was in a coma. After the cousin shot me in the head. My mother and father put this song on, on a Walkman tape recorder. I would just listen to the song, through headphones. For some reason, this song was one of the contributing factors that brought me out of the coma. I remember listening to this song a lot.

It is about, Sean, John Lennon’s son brought a watercolor picture home from nursery school. John Lennon asked him what is that. Sean said, “It was Lucy in the sky with diamonds.” Lucy was one of his classmates in the nursery school. This is the inspiration for the song.

It is one of the Beatles best songs. The Beatles invented pop music. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

About Apple Annie’s in Wilcox, Arizona

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I have never been to Apple Annie’s in Wilcox; even though I love apples. It is close by. The best time to go is in the fall when all the apples are still on the trees and you can pick them. It would be a pretty cool experience. They also have very delicious apple pie, which would be good to get also. They also have pumpkins.Whenever, I say, I will go. I always have a lot to do, but one of these days I will go. If, I can remember to go. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.