I questioned everything

What’s a moment that made you question reality?

When I was in a coma, after I was shot in the head. I didn’t know what happened to me. I had such vivid dreams, such as swimming against the current of a river and at the end of the river. There was a big dragon spitting up fire. I was swimming away from the dragon. The end of the river emptied inside the dragons mouth. I swam and swam, but eventually I ended up in the dragons mouth. That was pretty scary. There was another time. I was on a giant strawberry shortcake with a stick. I kept hitting the strawberry shortcake with the stick. That was a bizarre dream. Then, another time, I was on a train. There was smoke all around me. People sat next to me. Then, all of a sudden, I came out of the train and it was a sunny day. I saw the train in the distance. I woke up. Then, I found out I was shot in the head. I found out  the cousin had lied and said I shot myself in the head. I told my stepdad, he shot me in the head, but nothing ever happened to him. It is sad how my cousin got no consequences for what he did to me, except being hit by his dad. I guess his dad hit him pretty well. That my parents were like. They don’t have any money. So, nothing ever was pursued. We will just have to see what happens in the future to him. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Movie I thought was weird but loved

What’s a movie you expected to hate but ended up loving?

These chicken tacos were very good. They had the right amount of leafy greens that made them come out wonderful.

As far as a movie I thought I would hate but ended up loving it. It has to be Napoleon dynamite. I thought it was going to be cheesy and boring, but I ended up liking the movie. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Living for God

What is the meaning of life?

This captures more than I can explain. The meaning of life is to love each other and love God our father. This can only be done in the silence of your heart because God speaks through your heart. He is present when you feel his presence around you. He is always there. You just need to ask him for the meaning of your life and he will tell you. If you have not figured it out yet, but most have found there meaning to this life. When you are in doubt, look to God to guide you. He will never let you down because everything happens when he says it will happen. Just, keep living and he will smile on your life because you are special to the great spirit. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Karma is annoying

The wall of karma is annoying. The cousin shot me in the head, but he has not paid any consequences for shooting me in the head. He did not go to prison or he has not given me a penny for my suffering. People say, karma will get him. Well, I am still waiting. Hopefully one day this comes true. The wall of karma has to get him and make him pay for what he did to me. One day, this will work out. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

On the road again

How do you plan the perfect road trip?

Right now in the United States, it would be a bad idea to go on a road trip. Unless, I had a lot of money for gas. The place I would probably go is California and gas prices are really high there. They are like 6ish or 7ish a gallon because the Strait of hormuz is blocked. So, I would have to start saving up money. If I wanted to go on a road trip. Then, there is food cost, hotels and motels and entertainment. Let’s say, I wanted to take a trip to Disneyland.
I would start saving money. Maybe, a thousand dollars ball park it. That would take me a couple months to save or more, but my sister and I could go in July sometime. Say, I managed to save a thousand dollars. Then, we would drive from Southern Arizona to Anaheim, CA on a Wednesday because those days are not as busy as the weekend. We would drive at 3 or 4 in the morning because roads are not clogged at that time.

We would go through Phoenix, to California. Then, our next stop would be Anaheim, CA. We would check into a motel, such as an Embassy suites because they have a continental breakfast. Then, we would go to Disneyland buy tickets. Stand in line for the Pirates of the Caribbean ride. We would get there in the morning, so we had all day to enjoy riding the rides.

Then, we would ride this ride. Then, we would ride splash mountains.
After, this ride, we would ride Space mountain ride.
Then, after we rode a lot of the rides. We would eat something at Disneyland. Then, we would go to Disneyland adventure.
After, we had enough of Disneyland. We would leave and go back to the Embassy suites  for the night. In the morning. We would pack up and go home. Before we hit the road, we would eat the continental breakfast. We would stop by the beach really quickly for a swim. Then we would head out of Anaheim CA. We would go through Phoenix AZ. Then to Southern Arizona and then we would be home again and sleep like babies. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

A moment that I realized I was stronger than I thought-

When I was 13 years old. The family and I went to Ariavipa, AZ from Tucson AZ. On December 31st, there was a huge New years eve bash at my grandparents house. I searched the party for my favorite cousin. He was not there. I received a phone call. He told me to come over and play monopoly with him and his cousins. Then, my step dad dropped me off at his house. My cousin came up to me and said, let’s go down to the river to shoot guns up in the air to bring in the new year, because it was almost New year. We took two rifles, a 22 caliber rifle and a 4/10 shot gun. Then, as we were going down to the river. He said, let me go back inside to get something else. Then, we walked down to the river. As soon as, I entered the gate of the river. My mind went blank. I lost my memory of that time. My cousin shot me in the head. When, he went back inside his house. He retrieved a 22 Magnum gun. He couldn’t find the 22 Magnum bullets. So he put 22 caliber bullets in the gun, which are smaller bullets. This is what he shot me in the head with. A 22 Magnum gun with a 22 caliber bullet. This was the hardest thing I ever lived through. I realized I am stronger for living this life with a disability. Lots of people would have ended this life, but I am still here. Even though, it is hard to live with a disability. I will not kill myself. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

My sister and other things:

Yes my sister brings me joy. We laugh a lot. We tell jokes to each other. We read Gemini AI to each other and learn about the world together.

Other things that bring me joy are writing, playing music, especially the drum set and singing and also writing lyrics. All these things are fun too. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

City of Rott: Otherworld on Tubi – Animated Zombie Gory Horror Action Fe…

City of Rott is the movie I would erase from my mind and watch fresh for the first time. It is a movie about a man with a walker and he kills zombies with his walker. There are good parts, such as he says these shoes are getting too why don’t I just get rid of them. Then, the shoes reply and say, well you are old. Why, don’t we just get rid of you. It is a good movie. I highly recommend this movie if you have not seen it. It does have cartoon violence, but the movie is funny. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Stay motivated

Coffee helps me stay focused on the end game. When I am learning something new. I do my research on the topic. I will delve on the computer or in books until I have all the facts about the subject. Then, I ask questions about the subject that I am learning. All that time, drinking coffee or maybe water to stay attuned to learning more.
Then, I will have a healthy salad to give me more energy so I can implement the learning that I just learned.

Then once I learn the new information. I can implement the new information any time I see as fit. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

What’s a book that completely surprised me.

This book completely surprised me. I haven’t been very consistent in reading the book. It is well written though. Quickly summarize the book. It takes place in Denver Colorado. It is about this family, Sam the older boy is off to college. Matt and Lainey are in high school, almost in college. Then there is the mother, who the story is written about from her perspective. Her name is Deena. She is a stay at home mother, while her husband Neil works at a clinic. Deena the mother has a great idea to raise a dog from a puppy to a dog. So she gets a puppy from a puppy club and the dog will be a K9 eye seeing dog. Deena’s dog is named Heloise. She raised the dog since it was a puppy. She keeps the dog for two years and trains the dog. She has a guide that tells her what she can and cannot do to the dog.

One day, the family went bowling. They took two cars because Deena wanted to put a roast in the crock-pot and get the cake in the freezer. They met up at the bowling alley. They bowled. Then, they were going home. Deena took her car and Neil took his car. Deena was trying to merge onto the interstate. She had the green arrow so it was safe to merge. Then this other car ran a red light and crashed right into Deena. She wound up in the hospital. She was a little hurt. Heloise was not hurt thank goodness. So this is what surprised me. The accident. Thank goodness no one really got seriously hurt. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.