Favorite Desk Essentials 🖥️ / Part 1

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The most important invention in my life was definitely the computer. It helped us work faster and be neat and eliminated handwriting notes, so now you could type them on a computer. Also, writing papers was easier on a computer. Playing games on the computer was better too. Then, with the invention of the internet you could go anywhere in the world and talk to anyone in the world and send pictures to anywhere in the world. So the computer and the Internet you could not have one without the other one. So that is my take on it. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Ideal day with a burrito

Ideal day is to go and get a burrito from Chipotle, drink E & J , which is pretty strong. So, my sister and I had to drink coffee  from Starbucks to keep from going to bed.

Then, we watched Beekeeper on Tubi which is the ultimate revenge movie. Where, some company scams a woman close to Jason Statham (Beekeeper) out of all her money and the Beekeeper seeks out revenge on the scammers. It is definitely a good movie. I would highly recommend it, if you like fighting, action movies. The best part is tubi is free. You just download the app and you can watch the movie. So my ideal day is to play music most of the day. Have a good meal like the one above and watch a good movie like Beekeeper. Plus, read my book a little. Then go to bed. That is a good day. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Passage of life ,just writing

Life soaks in the moonlight and still passes far beyond our minds to another dimension and all the time we reveal a cause to build something out of nothing. To only spare the mind to dwell through sunny days, to only be ripped apart by the serpent of life. To get up day after day to make the bread that feeds us and gets us stuff. To make us smile through the sadness of the happy face that we always have to show. To live in a society that drains us to go to sleep and do it all again, over and over. For some, the future isn’t set in living a normal life, where work and play are balanced. Some work hard to be in the silence of life and disappear with the wind and spear through the hills to another place. Where they realize that the only place to be is asleep in the bed. Hurt affects all of us, at some point. To only go through the thrill of the day and feel happy with the process of the new day, but some get up with dread to live again in a cold world where someone will be bound to be undelivered to haunting situations through the loss of your body in the flow of the mind as another land. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

See family:

Lots of different people have different things on their to do lists. Sometimes, people can’t get to all the things on their to do lists. I am no different. When, I decide to go to my sister and moms house, something always comes up, such as they live too far away. I wanted to go for Christmas, but I was worn out so I never made it. Then, again on New Year’s Day, but I didn’t go. Maybe, one of these days I will go. When it is a little warmer. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Ecstatic time

I bought my first computer in the 90’s. It was pretty fast back then. It was an e machine computer. It came with the brain of the computer separate from the monitor. There was a mouse and a mouse pad so I could maneuver the computer. I mainly got the computer for writing school papers on it. My step-dad was thrilled to get the computer. He put the internet on the computer, through AOL. It was a dial up so it was slow. We had to hook up the telephone to the computer to make AOL work, but it was good. I bought a printer so I could print out the school paperwork.

My step dad and my sister used to play doom on the computer, which is a shooter game. I even sometimes played the game because you controlled a gun, or a shotgun and you used this gun to kill evil villains in the game. As the game progresses, the villains become tougher to kill and that is when I died in the game, but it was a good game.

Then, by 2010, the computer got really old and stop working as efficiently. So, i had to retire it and I don’t remember what happened to it. I think i lost it in a move, but anyways that’s my first computer. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Instant sky

To develop a sense of self; even though messed up and my trajectory is on a different road. Now looking back should have gotten out of there, but where would I have run. It was pure darkness. I should have made a call, to my dad back then, but not thinking. I played into the cousin’s dark desires. He lead me down a path. I would have never dreamt possible back when I was 12, but here I am many years later looking back what was the happening that broke the donkey’s back. The happening of failed dreams not knowing too much of what else could happen, but back then I didn’t think it was possible to live with a bullet in the head. I thought once I got shot in the head. I would die, but here I am today. Still, I don’t know where I am going because it  is hard to live in this broken body. I have fear that no one will accept me because of this disability. I walk around people look at me weird because of the way i limp and walk, but I go for walks anyway because of the way it makes me feel and I am not going to stop going for walks because of their weird looks. I need to get out and smell the roses sometimes . With the help of God and Jesus and the Holy spirit, I will find the strength to do something that has meaning and something that i am good at, such as living with a traumatic brain injury, shot in the head. There are a lot of shootings in the US maybe tap into those kinds of things because living with an injury is what I am good at. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

If it is possible. It will be granted in the moonlight.

Only when I sleep-

I don’t think about being shot in the head with a gun. It is too easy to get depressed, so I drink coffee to remain happy and remain at peace with myself.

Only when I sleep –

This is the only time I don’t think of this injury or disability because I complain about this injury quite a lot. Who wouldn’t. I walk around using one arm, my dominant left arm doesn’t work, so I use my right arm. I have a limp also because I grew a little bit but my left leg didn’t grow. My right leg grew, also my left leg and my left arm are paralyzed.

It is a hard life, so yes I complain, but one of the issues is that I haven’t gotten any justice. I probably have to wait until I am older and he is older. The cousin  who shot me in the head, said he would help me financially, but that never happened. Instead, he bought a house. So, as they say, what goes around, comes around so I wait for the time to come where my justice is prevalent and he gets what is coming to him.

The cousin who shot me in the head. Man I wish things could be different, for the sake of our family, but my family should have stuck him in prison. Then, I would have had peace of mind that he got what was coming to him. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Subway and sports

These wraps from Subway were really delicious and they were under $4 a piece. So, if you have a Subway restaurant in your city or town. I would highly recommend you go to Subway and pick up one of these wraps. You won’t be sorry.

As for sports I like to watch are: football, winter sports, such as figure skating, basketball, hockey, and the Olympics, such as the gymnastics. Watching tennis is good too.

As far as playing sports, miniature golf, or golf, hiking, walking, riding a three wheeler bike, playing pool, and ping pong. Thank you for reading. Have a great night l.

Long shot:

I have been playing the lottery for a long time. The most I have won on the lottery was $11, a couple years ago. The lottery would be a dream come true. This would be life changing for me. I probably would not tell a soul about the winnings. I would remain anonymous.

So, let’s say I won millions of dollars. First, I would buy a home for myself and my sister. Then, I would invest some money. I would give some money to charity. I would give money to my aunt and uncle. I would probably hire an accountant to take care of some of the money, depending on how much I won. Then, I would put some money behind my music and get a band going and see how far I could go with my music because now I have the money to back my music up and probably just live off what I invested, as long as it is possible. As soon as it made any money. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.