Wired

This is my life. I am always wired from coffee. I drink a lot of coffee each day, to ward off depression because of the disability. My left arm doesn’t function correctly and I walk with a limp. So, one way I deal with the lows, is get a cup of coffee. It seems to lift my spirits up. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Best compliment:

When I played shaker at the sky bar. The people there used to say, I play a great shaker. I thought that was awesome to hear because I tried my hardest to keep a steady beat for the guitars or drummers I was playing with. Or, if I did a solo with the shaker, just singing and playing the shaker. I did my best to do a good job. Thank you for reading. Have a great night. This is a picture of my shaker.

This is how I would do a cross country trip

I would rent a car and do the cross country trip. I would not take a plane. Let me explain, the TSA agents are not getting paid because of a partial shut down which is affecting their paychecks. So, a number of them are quitting because of no pay. TSA stands for transportation security agent or officer (tso) and they are on the front line. They make sure everyone is checked before boarding the plane. They work with the scanners, check ID’s, check boarding passes etc. They are a vital part of the airport. So, without adequate TSA agents. The airport doesn’t run smoothly and getting on a plane will take forever. So, I would rather drive cross country because I can see the whole country.
I probably would do it during the summer. Right now, parts of the country, still have snow and sleet. Also, there are really bad dust storms going on in parts of the country. So later might be better. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Confidence can be easy:

My aunt Gracie is the most confident person I know because she has to be confident to teach a bunch of children at a school. She walks into a room and demands respect and knows who she is. She teaches children with kindness, but when a child she knows, is not putting their best foot forward. She asks them to do better and it usually works because she works with them. Until they are adequate and can get the job done correctly. She gives her students power to direct their lives, but not so much that they are disruptive in class. She is in control of the classroom. She has a heart of gold, but if students push her buttons. They get sent to the principal office or suspended or even expelled. She doesn’t put up with student drama. She knows why she is there, to teach the students the subject matter and leave for the day. Then, come back and do it all over again. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Saver but sort of a tosser:

My table is not clean. It is full of different projects and things to read and things I need to look into, such as getting a credit card. I have to be careful when getting a credit card. I have to pay it off in full every month, or else the interest will creep up and I will be paying more than I would like to pay. I need to build credit so that is why I am looking into getting a credit card. So, I save a lot of mail I get offering me a credit card. Then, I ask Gemini if it is a good credit card. It always suggests I go with chime or discover. Maybe I will look into that and quit hoarding all this mail from other credit cards. Also, my lyrics. I save a lot of them. I get a good coffee high and write. It is a lot of fun to see what I come up with.

I do toss out quite a bit. Especially, if it doesn’t have any significance. Then, I will throw it out. Such as, daycare pamphlets to enroll my nonexistent children in. This is seeing the trash quickly. I would make a terrible father because I would forget them at school or some school function. Being one arm doesn’t necessarily make a good father. So, I stay child free, which is good. I throw out more stuff, such as receipts from stores and old coupons. I just throw out things I will never use. If I haven’t looked at something for six weeks. I will get rid of it. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

Loose lost together touch

Darkness piles on the thick smoke until it is lost through our fingers and to get it back and feel normal again. We must have vices to get our minds off whatever is distracting the sense of balance that tries to knock us down.

With a sense of urgency, I must play my drum set to feel normal again and just to relax and shift the pain the other way. I must sing some songs that I wrote to feel the joy of my life again. I must play my shaker to loose it all once and for good. I must write lyrics to free my mind and write whatever is on my mind at that given time. I must write on jetpack to get piece of mind. I must read to find out what is going on in the world. Whether it is about the war, the latest scams, I need to know to be prepared for whatever comes my way. Meditation or zoning out on the bed not thinking of nothing, but my mind goes blank and retreats to an early time of my life that awakes my senses. To feel the edge of  madness coming on, then I drink some coffee and eat a salad and become happy again.

This is true happiness just staring at the beauty of the moon. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Superstitious not so much!

I don’t believe in superstitious things, such as knocking three times on the table to get good luck. Or if I wear my hat backwards, my favorite team will win the game because it never happens that way. It always happens the other way. It is better to believe in yourself and put your best foot forward. Then to believe in superstitious things, because in the end. You only have yourself to believe in nobody else. So, you should believe in yourself over some superstitious things . If you have faith in other people maybe them too.

But everyone should have strong faith in the moon because it can never lie to us. It is either there or not there. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

I guess the salads worked

The salads worked.  You ate one or two salads a day and that made you live until you are 100 years old. You are probably retired just living it up in an apartment or a house. Hopefully, you are still walking around. Hopefully you are still playing drums and playing the shaker. This is ingrained in you. You would go crazy if you didn’t play your drums and sing songs. Hopefully, you are still writing lyrics. Hopefully you found some success with your music. Well, hopefully you are still playing because that makes you happy. Hopefully, you have done some good jams with friends. Hopefully, you have found a love that treats you right and understands your situation because you deserve that. Hopefully, you cut off that beard and mustache and are clean cut. Hopefully, you have not let yourself get too big. The apples and pears also got rid of inflammation that caused you to live to be a hundred. Plus, all the water and coffee you drank also got rid of inflammation. So, congratulations you made it to a hundred. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.