Getting things in order-

Well with the passage of time, there was a period of time where I was not disabled. I was happier when I was not disabled. I miss using my left arm, but at least I have my right arm to use. Using one arm for everything is challenging, but it can be done. Hey, I could be a quad so I am trying to look at the positive side of life and trying to be grateful for what I have. With this injury, I could have died.

So, preparing myself for what comes next in life is hard. My real father died of diabetes, so that is why I eat a lot of salads and drinks coffee and water because I don’t want diabetes on top of this injury. If, I continue on the path I am on right now. I can live long enough to see justice happen to the cousin that shot me in the head. He does meth or at least he used to, so hopefully he will pay for what he did to me because like I said in many posts. I got no justice. I am depressed because of this and I don’t really talk to my mom because she didn’t press any charges and when I was younger, she always left me with other people, so I have abandonment issues.

Well, the perspective of life that is my happy point is playing music, singing, drumming, and playing shakers. That is all I have to offer this world because this is my passion. I may be older, but I still have more music to come out of me. Thank you for reading.