Long life is not what I had in mind.

Since I am disabled and shot in the head and have one functioning arm and walk with a gimp, my chances of living a long life, do not look possible. Unless they find a cure for paralysis, I don’t see myself living a long life. I eat healthy, salads and fruit and also yogurt, but that can only go so far. I am already pretty old, if I live very much longer. I will be a pathetic old man for real. So I am not counting on living a long life.

So, my idea is to leave my sister some money when I am gone. So she can be self-reliant on herself because I don’t think they are going to cure paralysis anytime soon. So for now, I walk in the light of God and when he is ready I will go back home to him. Thank you for reading.

God’s home is somewhere out there.

18 thoughts on “Long life is not what I had in mind.

  1. I’m really moved by your strength and perspective. Your focus on love and care for your sister speaks volumes about the heart you carry.

    Keep walking in the light of God, my friend; you are not alone or forgotten.

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  2. We pray and hope that live to see the will and purpose God have for your life. It’s ok to feel the way you feel, but I think you’re a person of faith; you pray and have resilience. You do motivate and inspire others. Be encouraged! 🙏

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    1. Thank you you do the same, hopefully I see the will God has for me. Right now I feel bad because I’m disabled can’t do much with what I got, but there is hope. Thank you for your kind words.

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