Darkness is arising-

The advice I would give to my younger self would be to unfriend the cousin. I would just tell him to run as far as he can from the cousin. I would show him what he did and hopefully he would listen, to get the hell away from him. I would tell him not to go down to the river with him, even if he tries to manipulate you, don’t go.

I would also tell him to enjoy his life and to work hard in school so he can have a better future. I would tell him to be more patient with life because if he rushes into relationships they could be devastating. Also, to take his time to get to know a person as a person, before becoming exclusive with them. I would tell him to save coins and money for the future because if I had some of the coins around back then. They could be worth a fortune. Thank you for reading.

Bore to the moon and back!

This really chaps my back side. It sucks when people have all this endless energy and I have none, but want to sleep. Yet people keep me there listening to them; even though I am on cloud 9 at that point, they keep talking and talking and talking, so my friend called it droning, when they won’t shut up and let me get a word in the edge way, but they just talk and talk. At some point, I zone out or say I need to use the bathroom and get out of there.

I used to talk to people at the gym, doing cardio machines, like the Cross-fitter. It got old really fast because they would talk my ear off. Blah blah, blah, and I didn’t comprehend what they were saying, so I would make up an excuse and get the hell out of there.

So people talking on and on bores the hell out of me, especially when I don’t comprehend what is being said, so I leave. Thank you for reading.

Drinks that I love

These drinks give me energy for the day, to keep going and working at Doordash.

Starbucks is necessary to give me a lot of energy. Coffee Bustelo is Expresso so it really gets me going. As far as Folgers, it gives me energy but at a slower pace, unless I put a lot of coffee in the coffee maker. Then it’s an enormous buzz. Niagara water is to calm me down after doing work at Doordash. Well, these are my favorite drinks. Thank you for reading.

Answer my favorite friends,

My favorite friends have changed, just like I change the radio stations, to something rockin, popin, or hip hopin or even Alternative. Times have changed, no need to look back, unless there is something devastating in your past.  I use the injury as power to keep moving ahead. I have learned not to trust jerks with my life because they are bad news.

Well, my friends today are mostly musicians, with one comedian. They are a great group of people. I found them all at the open mic at Sky Bar.

Cammy is the comedian. He is funny, but don’t get him mad because he has quite the temper. He does stand-up comedy at Sky Bar open mic.

Phil and Charles both play bass and have jammed with me, while I play shaker and sing. Or Charlies plays bass and sings and I accompany him on the shaker.

Then there is John who plays the flute and raps, which I accompany him on the shaker, while he plays the flute. It sounds pretty good.

Then there is Rogelio ,who plays the box drum and plays with me while I play shaker and sing. I do a song called “Wind,” about a wind that chases a woman. If, I go back to the open mic, I can record it and put it on here. It is one of my greatest songs. I think.

Then there is Tom, he plays guitar and sings, which I have accompanied him with the shaker many times and drums when I bring them. I have more friends, but this is good. Thank you for reading.

Shoes not that new, but newer

I upgraded to these shoes about six months ago. They are pretty comfortable. They have been on many trips for Doordash. They have walked through many apartment complexes and hotels, plus houses, which are the best. Houses are better because I can usually find them easier than apartments and hotels.
They have trekked all over Tucson AZ.
These shoes have been on my feet ever since I bought them. My other shoes looked like they went through the war. So I bought these. I am very happy that they have lasted this long because I bought them at Walmart. Usually Walmart items fall apart over time, but these shoes have proven themselves worthy. Plus, they fit my Orthotic, which is to even me out when I walk. My left leg is shorter than my right leg. Yes, they have lasted. Thank you for reading.
Look at all the dashers in my area. I liked it better when there was not so many of them. Now, it is hard to make real money with so many dasher, but i guess it is good for business. Thank you for reading.

The best gift

Happy Tuesday everyone, we made it through Monday yes.

When I was in my twenties, I had moved out of my stepparents house, into an apartment. I had a grand time in that apartment. I felt free from all the constraints that my stepparents put on me. They were always bugging me to get an education, but what did it do for me, nothing. I am a doordash driver. It is all because I’m disabled (shot in the head). If, I was not disabled, I would be able to use the degree I received.

Well, back then, I was going for my bachelor’s degree in Social Work. I was excited for the degree. As I was moving out, my stepdad gave me his water bed and of course,he had to put it together. After moving out of a few apartments, I had to get rid of it and settle for the bed I have today, but at the time that water bed was a great gift. Thank you for reading.

Budgeting that’s all right

I use a calculator to do my budget. I put in how much money I get in a month. Then I subtract all my bills from the money I get in a month. Whatever is left over, I can do whatever I need to do with the money, such as getting a pizza or other items. I spend a little on retirement but it is not much because of the inflation in the United States. I also do stocks, but not much money goes to stocks.

Trump said, he would address the inflation on day one and he did nothing, but put tariffs on Mexico, Canada and China. This is going to make us pay more which is horrible on items such as avocados. Everything is going up, such as eggs. Gas is very expensive. Groceries are more expensive, such as apples and pears. Thank God for Walmart, but even there it is getting expensive. So there is no relief, but work more.

Federal workers are being fired in great numbers. Trump’s buddy Elon Musk is trying to cut spending in the government. These people had homes and families now to have nothing, this is sad. So, looking at this situation means nothing is forever. Thank you for reading.

Am I patriotic!

Yes i am. I love the United States. It is the greatest country on earth. I am deeply devoted to the United States. I am a flag waver. I root for the American players in the Olympics. I am proud to be an American.

I always cherish being an American because we can get and have some of the tastiest vegetables and fruits on the planet. Thank you for reading.

Have to get the food to the customer fast-

When, I work for Doordash, everything is timed so I am under pressure a lot. I can take more time if needed, but it may prevent me from getting a really high paying order. So I rush to deliver the food or other items quickly. Sometimes, I speed without being aware of that. Now, there’s a tracker on the app that tells me how fast I am going. So I keep it around forty miles an hour because most officers will not stop me. If I am doing forty, unless the posted speed limit is a lot less than forty. In that case, I go the posted speed limit. Other cars speed ahead of me, but I don’t care. I never know if a policeman is up ahead and will give me a ticket. I don’t want a ticket. With inflation, it is a $300 ticket so I don’t speed anymore. Plus, my car doesn’t excel very fast, unless I press hard on the gas pedal, so it is much better to obey the law and do the posted speed limit. Thank you for reading.

These are the items I deliver to people for doordash.