Fantastic news once in a lifetime!

If I was so lucky to win the lottery, or someone put a chunk of money in my account. Or, whatever the reason. I would first praise God for the good fortune. Then I would lay down and not wake up for a long time, knowing I have everything covered. Then, I would pay off debt because debt sucks. Thank you for reading.

I would sleep hard under the moonlight.

Activities or hobbies I have lost interest in.

A long time ago, I had an Atari. I would always play with the Atari. I liked games such as pole position, which is a racing game. I also liked chess, which I haven’t played in a long time. I guess I lost interest in Chess. Back then, I also played chess with my step-father, but I have no idea what he is doing these days because he is out of my life because of certain offenses he did. It is kind of private so I will not be sharing that on this blog.

The reason I lost interest in the Atari is because my family decided to get rid of it without my permission. My mom probably sold it. I was still young when my mom sold it though, so I could have enjoyed it a few more years, but I got over it quickly because of school and music.

I also lost interest in Chess because I don’t have any one to play with. I know I can play chess on my smartphone, but it is not as fun as playing someone in person.

I used to be an avid chess player. I used to play with students at a high school. They taught me a lot about the game, sometimes I won and sometimes I lost, but it was fun.

I used to watch movies and shows on Netflix. Now, I hardly do this because I am thinking of ways to make my future brighter and more fulfilling. Maybe ways to make more money. There are a lot of scams out there so I’m mindful of this.

Well, hopefully I never lose interest in music, that will be a sad day for me. As long as I have Darcy the drum set. Music will always be a part of my life. Thank you for reading ๐Ÿ˜Š.

All kinds of candy!

I am not a verotious candy eater. I can live without eating candy every day. I eat candy late at night because the sugar in candy puts me to sleep, especially sweet chocolate. I do like chocolate, such as Reese’s peanut butter cups and M&M’s. They are my favorite, even Hershey’s with Almonds is a tasty treat. I guess I like the mixture of nuts with chocolate, that is why I like M&M’s, Reese’s peanut butter cups, and Hershey’s with Almonds. They are my favorite. I can’t pick one. I like them all. Thank you for reading. Also, if you want to try something tasty, try M&M’s with Almonds, those are good too.

Yes a break would be great

A break from life, because I am constantly under stress because if I don’t work, some of the bills I have do not get paid for, such as the car I drive and my cell phone. So I need a break from life where I can sleep for a long time and sleep in the moonlight. That sounds wonderful. This is the break I need. Maybe play some music here and there and sing, but sleep more would be the break I need. Thank you for reading.

In the moonlight, is definitely a plus.

The most important invention in my life.

There were lots of inventions in my lifetime, such as the Video cassette recorder, which when I was younger. I thought it was the coolest thing because now we could watch movies in our houses, in the 1980’s. Then the DVD came out to watch movies in the 90’s and now there is Netflix or Hulu to watch movies in our houses. Wow, how we have changed.

Then, there were Compact discs (CDs) to listen to music and CDs were smaller than records and easier to handle. Also, they sounded better, without all the hissing from records. They were much better than tapes because if a tape got eaten inside the tape player,you had to roll up the tape and it never sounded the same as before, so CDS are way better. The inside of the tape would get everywhere and it would take hours to roll it up inside the tape. It was a mess. Now there are platforms such as YouTube where you can listen to music or veneo, which is another platform for music. They are much better than the old ways of listening to music.

Then, came the computer to do all sorts of things, such as typing papers, playing games, and listening to music and much more came with the invention of the computer. Then came the portable computer, the laptop, which meant you could take your papers, games, and a whole lot more, from place to place.ย  Or, if you wanted, you could take your laptop to a library andย  input information from books in the library. Back then, that is what we used to do. Now, you don’t even need to go to the library because you can do all the research on the internet.

The greatest invention was the internet because if you type something in the search bar, such as how many hamburgers Trump eats in a day. It will pop up with an answer. With Google, it is instantaneous.

I remember dial up in the 90’s that hooked up to a telephone and would take forever to get an answer to the query of Trump eating burgers. Times have surely changed and the Internet will keep on getting faster and faster and more reliable. It may cost more but everyone is used to getting answers quickly and moving on quickly and going after something else.

In conclusion- the internet was the greatest invention during my life. Thank you for reading.

The beginning and the end

First off, I would wake up when I wanted to wake up. I would brew some coffee and eat an apple and eat yogurt, maybe vanilla or blueberry. Then, I would take a nap because of the yogurt. Then, I would get up and have a salad, consisting of romaine, tomatoes, broccoli, cauliflower, purple cabbage, kale, carrots, spinach, and some cucumber. Then, I would practice my drums or shaker, while singing my songs. Then, I would read the internet and drink coffee, plus eat a pear. Then, I would shower, brush my teeth, get dressed, and head over to Sky Bar. I would mingle with my friends and perform and afterwards, eat pizza from Brooklyn pizza. Plus, if time allows, I would drink a beer. After a while, I would head home in the moonlight. As soon as I got through the door, I would eat a banana and eat nuts. Stay up, a little while reading a book or reading the internet. Then, I would brush my teeth, put on my pajamas and go to bed, the end. Thank you for reading.

Driving in the moonlight can be very nice.

Getting things in order-

Well with the passage of time, there was a period of time where I was not disabled. I was happier when I was not disabled. I miss using my left arm, but at least I have my right arm to use. Using one arm for everything is challenging, but it can be done. Hey, I could be a quad so I am trying to look at the positive side of life and trying to be grateful for what I have. With this injury, I could have died.

So, preparing myself for what comes next in life is hard. My real father died of diabetes, so that is why I eat a lot of salads and drinks coffee and water because I don’t want diabetes on top of this injury. If, I continue on the path I am on right now. I can live long enough to see justice happen to the cousin that shot me in the head. He does meth or at least he used to, so hopefully he will pay for what he did to me because like I said in many posts. I got no justice. I am depressed because of this and I don’t really talk to my mom because she didn’t press any charges and when I was younger, she always left me with other people, so I have abandonment issues.

Well, the perspective of life that is my happy point is playing music, singing, drumming, and playing shakers. That is all I have to offer this world because this is my passion. I may be older, but I still have more music to come out of me. Thank you for reading.

Put off and put off, laziness!

I tend to put off things because I need money to survive. So, I work Doordash instead of doing things that are fun, such as performing.ย  Two weeks ago, was the first time Iย  had performed in four years, which i think it went pretty well. I am planning to go again in the near future because it is crowded, so I don’t know if I can perform this week. It would be cool if I could, but only time will tell.

In conclusion, I put off performing to work for Doordash because I need money, but maybe i can do both. I get on late at night anyways, so we will see.

This song is Chihuahua. This song is about my friends dog. She passed away a few years back. I miss her. Thank you for reading.

Favorite thing to cook!

These days, I don’t have a lot of time to cook, but when I do. See I am Italian so I love cooking spaghetti ๐Ÿ with veggies (broccoli and cauliflower with garlic)and red sauce and when I have more time. I like to cook lasagna, but I have not cooked lasagna in a long time. I used to cook a big pot of spaghetti and eat the spaghetti for a few nights. Sometimes, it tastes better when I warm it up. Spaghetti is the staple of most Italians. Pasta in general is all good, in spirts, of course or else I would be a lot bigger. Thank you for reading.

Computer was a long dread

My first computer was not that powerful. It was an e machine which I bought at circuit City, when it was around here.

I bought the e machine in 1998, when I was going to Pima Community College. I used the computer to type up all my papers that I did for Pima Community College. I attended a writing class there and every week they had a writing assignment, which I excelled in.

I also used to play Doom on the computer. It was a shareware copy, which meant it was on a floppy ๐Ÿ’พ disc and I had a shotgun and had to kill monsters in the game. I had to kill them before they would kill me, which most of the time they would kill me, but it was great fun killing monsters with a pistol or a shotgun.

Back then, we had Aol dial up which was internet but a lot slower. It used to have to connect to the telephone and dial the number and connect. It would say a wacky line”You got mail.” My step father used to come into my room to surf the internet, when I was asleep (late at night) and that wacky one liner”You got mail,” with the whole start up of Aol used to keep me up, which I had to get up early for college. Thank God, I moved out, but now I am a night owl. I guess things change. Thank you for reading.