Fly out of bed!

Dinner from the other night. It was very good. Popeyes chicken on top of s salad with a biscuit. Not bad for a Saturday dinner.

Boy, I wish I was a bird so I could fly and take poops on people I don’t like. What a life. Well, it is no secret, I love to sleep. I can sleep forever. The only way I am productive is if I drink coffee and brush my teeth.

When I was a teacher’s aide, I used to have to take a shower, first thing when I got up in the morning to start a new day. Or I would go back to bed and stay there. Granted, I got up at 5:45 am and the only way to be alert was to take a shower first thing when I got up out of bed.

Well, now with gig working, I can do it whenever I want to do it, so I get up in the afternoon and I am up til way in the early morning hours. Well, one of these days, I would like to get a different job. So, I may have to start getting up early in the morning again. Hopefully, not because I hate getting up early, but if I must that is what I will do. If, this takes place, I will have to take a shower first thing when I get out of bed. So that is what I can change about myself, getting up earlier. Thank you for reading.

My sister is the most important person in my life.

She has been through everything with me in my life. She has been there with me through thick and thin. She has been there through the good times and the bad times. She is my side kick sister. We eat together and do Doordash together.   We watch TV together and share laughs with one another.

We went to Fuddruckers on the bus and it was 9 o’clock at night. We just had time to run into Fuddruckers and grab a burger and fries and walk out. My sister wanted to play games, but my father would have had a conniption because I would get her home so late. So we did the first plan, and grabbed a burger and fries and we got on the bus. I took her home so my father would not be mad that I kept her out late at night. He wasn’t home so we were safe and we never talked about it. Thank you for reading.

The note pad

This note book means the world to me. It has all my lyrics in it. I write in this note book every day. I am driven to write in it; even though sometimes, I can not read what I wrote. I can get the jist from other words that surround the word that is jumbled up. I write lyrics until I memorize the words. Then, once I memorize one lyric. I go onto a new lyric.

Freedom means to me that we can freely express ourselves without the threat of violence happening to us. That we are free to make choices as we see fit. We have autonomy to live our lives the way we see fit. No one will cause harm to us because of the way we express ourselves. Whether it be in writing or a speech. No one will cause harm because we are free to do as we please. Some people may be upset at the way we express ourselves, but given the circumstances they usually accept the results. They seldomly cause harm. In a free society, everyone is trying to live their life the best way they can and not concerned about you. So unless you impose harm onto others, or some entity. They will usually let you be and live your life to the fullest. Society let’s you lead your best life without the constraints of others coming down hard on you and harming you. Freedom means you have the right to live as you please. Thank you for reading.

Public figure in the scheme of life.

Donald Trump has put a 145% tariff on goods coming from China. I don’t agree with this. I don’t think they should have 0% tariff, but give us a break. It is going to make everything go up. I see my pocket book shrinking every time I walk into the store. Thank heavens I don’t have children because toys come from China and they would be expensive. These tariffs are passed onto customers, which is terrible. So i hope in the future Donald Trump will make a deal with China to bring down the tariffs to make living in the US easier on everyone. Thank you for reading.

Thinking about fruit salad

My career path was once Social work, but now it got all mixed up because I am off the trajectory of Social work. I guess I am too disabled for the field or there is another problem with me. So for now concentrate on Doordash and eating this lovely fruit salad. I have not given up on Social work, but I may have to take a different approach to it. I find I work better with people with disabilities than anyone else because they understand where I am coming from. Who knows, maybe music is calling me. Where one door closes another door opens. Who knows what is going to happen in the next year or two. lt may spin my head around. Thank you for reading.

Went to Solar Culture for open mic night

Solar culture is an art gallery in downtown Tucson, and they have very interesting paintings, such as the ones above. Well, it is a comedy open mic, but people do all sorts of things for open mic. Some do comedy, read poetry, some sing songs, while I sing songs with a twist of comedy, such as squash the roach. Well, in the last picture above is my good friend Arther to the far left, the one on the bike is Vato Pee Wee, and next to him is Adam Rant.

I picked this picture because Vato Pee Wee was the last person I saw live performing. He did a comedy routine, and it went well for him. Thank you for reading.

Life didn’t go as planned:

When, I was  a baby all the way up to 12 years old. I had the world in my hands. I could’ve been anything I wanted to be because I was physically able. I had drive to succeed. I practiced my drums daily, which is something I wanted to do was to play drums in a band.

When I was 13 years old, I received a bullet in the head, or I was shot in the head. This totally changed my life. Now I have the use of  one arm, a limp and a brain injury. Life is bleak but I still have a little bit of motivation to do something.

I still do Doordash so I’m still in the community. I deliver food and other stuff to customers who order the service. Plus, I sing and play shaker at open mics. So, I provide entertainment to people and maybe some laughs. When, I sing fudge packer about tailgating someone’s car. Or, I sing Squash the roach, which is about a person squashing roaches, until they are dead. It is true roaches have to die if they get into yours or my house. I hope everyone has a great night and thank you for reading.

Going out of the realm

Well, everyone has an ideal job. The job that makes money and keeps it going throughout time. People like all sorts of jobs, such as working with computers, to working with people, working in tech all sorts of jobs.

I found a niche job that I would like to do if I could. Maybe not get paid for it, so I would still have to do Doordash. I would do this job longer than one day, if I could. Or maybe one day is good enough. Maybe it would be boring, but I would cherish this job. If, I could just stare at the moon through a microscope. That would be fascinating. Maybe just one day would be good enough, but that job would suit me. Thank you for reading.

Favorite brands

There are many brands that I hold dear to my heart, such as Tama, which is the brand of my drum set. Without my drum set, i would be angry.

My cellphones, Samsung and Google, because I would be bored without them.

My brands of clothes, such as Guess ,Levi’s, and Lee, for jeans. I would be pantless without them. Fruit of the loom for underwear. if I didn’t wear underwear, I would be naked.

Food such as dole salads and chiquita bananas. They are awesome bananas and great salads.

Restaurants such as Salad and go, McDonald’s, Raising Cains, Popeyes, Subway, Chik fila, and In n out. I would go hungry without them.  I can go on and on, but this is good. Thank you for reading.

Scrolling for advice

Well I can count on anyone in my family to give me advice, but the person I count on the most is my sister because she is with me a lot of the week. She probably gives me good advice and if she doesn’t know something she is right there looking things up on the cellphone.

I also look for advice from my Aunt Gracie and my Uncle Frankie because I value their opinions. They have never let me down, in terms of advice. It is usually clear and concise advice to the point. My older sister sometimes, when she has a good idea, that might work.

Well, the truth about people I admire are most because most people don’t have to walk around with a bullet in their head and being disabled. I know, it could have been worse, but this life should be easier not harder. Yet, I have gratitude for having a place to lay my head at night and gratitude for everything I have, such as a drum set to let my anger out and a place to write my thoughts. Thank you for letting me vent. I hope everyone has a great weekend.