Nothingness

Wreckage along the cliff

Where all is said to play

Wreathes of pie

To draw people in the naked eye

To wither up to the closeness

Of the other side

Of the mind playing fiction with you

To draw attack ships on the way home

In the darkness to play wild games

With the Holden of the cards

To play the right hand

May make you a glorious treat

To all those people around you

And spare the light from a numbness

That someone feels to be trying to wedge

A calling of the day to brace yourself

And track it down to be wacky up in the sky

To send all this trash to space reeling up

To send more or less on the taste of lollipops

On your lips and make the best of a situation

To resolve yourself to be blank and solve the

Riddle that plays in your head

From time to time as the reckoning of the day

Tries to break you but you withstand

And make the day your bitch

You lay her out and make the day the greatest

Day you have ever had. Nothingness

Jess Thank you for going along for the ride with me.

This darn disability has to go!

I have been with this disability, since I was 13 years old and now I am 51. So I am getting tired of being disabled. I have one arm and a gimp. Just in case you don’t realize what happened to me. I got shot in the head with a gun. This total jackass was playing with a gun.

I wish he would have pointed the gun the other way, so I would have not gotten shot in the head. Well, if I could change anything about this life, not being shot in the head, would be great. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Salad at night

This salad with chicken was great. I eat very late sometimes so I would consider myself a night person. I sleep in the morning because I am not a morning person. I am up late at night all the time. Plus, it is quieter at night. You don’t have to listen to people talk at night or listen to dogs barking. So being up at night is more peaceful than during the day. Plus, I am off a busy street so the cars roam very fast during the day time, but I am fast asleep so they don’t phase me. Plus, like I have said in other posts I work at night. So there’s that factor too. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Salad and casserole

This was a very delightful dinner. The casserole had potatoes and chicken with oregano and garlic. The salad was delicious with avocado, tomato, romaine, lettuce, adobo, truffle seasoning s, drizzled with Italian dressing. This was overall a very tasty dinner.

Plus, I usually wear NBA sweats and a white T-shirt. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Happy thanksgiving

I am thankful to all the wonderful people I have met here. Thank you for some of the most stellar readings I have ever read.

I am also thankful for some of my family.

I am thankful for the roof over my head, my apartment.

I am thankful for doordash and my car.

I am most thankful for my sister. She is awesome.

I am thankful for a few friends.

I am thankful for my drum set.

I am thankful to be in the United States because I could have ended up in some place much worse.

I am thankful that I have food to eat.

Well, the hardest decision I ever made was between choosing red or green chili. The red chili is definitely hotter than the green chili. Some of the red chilies can burn your mouth really well. You have to be mindful when you choose red or green chili because if you aren’t careful, you can burn your mouth for a couple hours. The way I stop the burning is by eating a banana. That seems to work like a charm. Red chili especially bhute is so hot. It is from India and I will only eat it under certain circumstances because it is hot. Thank you for reading. Happy thanksgiving everyone and have a great night.

Three top pet peeves

When people get too close and in my personal space, that’s annoying.
The blowers that come to my apartment every Thursday are loud and annoying.
When cars cut me off in traffic and almost hit me and all I can do is honk. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Friends come and go

Yes like I said, many of my friends are musicians or comedians so they don’t stay being friends forever. They move to acquaintance status really quickly. They are busy doing other things.

The one and only, I can count on is my sister Liz. She has been with me for a long time. Maybe, Phlegm and Arthur too. Phlegm is a bass player and Arthur is a comedian. They are great friends, but since my sister stays in my life i will say. She is awesome.

My sister is a lovely human being. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Favorite of all time

This animal by far is my favorite animal. If I was going to get a pet. It would be a tortoise. They eat lettuce, tomatoes, and carrots just like me. They are slow just like me. Many tortoises have been escaping there living quarters, but that is because they neglect them. If they paid more attention to them. They would not escape. Also, if they didn’t leave them outside with a chincey fence. They would not escape either. That is true though. I had a tortoise a long time ago and it escaped from me too. We had a utility room. The poor tortoise got into the utility room and was never seen again. There was a lot of stuff in there. Now, if I was going to get a tortoise. I would get a box tortoise and keep it in a box. So it would not run from me. Well, for now I have Darcy the drum set. She makes a fantastic pet. I don’t need a tortoise.

The jaguar is my favorite wild animal. They just look very cool. There coats are awesome. They are meat eaters so I would never like to run into them anywhere, but they are fascinating animals. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

the beach with clouds

The beach looks great with the shallow water up to my ankles and the weather is nice. The beach is a little better than the mountains, especially if my balance is not that good. It is better to stay on flat land, then risk falling on the mountains. So the beach is better for someone like me.

Don’t get me wrong, I do like the mountains, especially hiking, but I need to take precautions because of the fall risk. I walk with a limp because of this disability. The beach may be easier for me to maneuver in since it is not too hilly. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

The longest ride over the cousin’s house.

On the night, I got shot in the head. While my stepdad was driving me to the cousin’s house. I said, I wanted to wear the scapular with a lot of metals on it. The scapular in Catholic religion is supposed to keep you from going to hell when you die. Something about that night, I knew something was going to happen, but my stepdad didn’t read this as a sign. So, by saying this it was my instincts telling me and my stepdad. I was going to be in a near death situation, but neither of us knew. I was just on the verge of having abstract thinking, but not quite there because I was younger. Well, the question is do I always listen to my instincts, well in this situation. I said them out loud but neither myself or my stepdad took it seriously. When I said, I wanted to wear that scapular with a lot of metals when I die.

Now, when I have a feeling about something happening. I don’t do the act. Now I trust my instincts. After, what happened in the following paragraph. I don’t want to repeat it. So, now I tune into my instincts and listen to them very closely. Thank you for reading.