Yes I need a break to eat a piece of cake

This piece of cake was delicious. I don’t eat cake everyday or even every week, but sometimes it is all right to indulge in a piece of cake. As long as I drink plenty of water with it. It shouldn’t give my system too much trouble. The excess sugar is not good, but with the water. It should leave my system rather quickly.

Chocolate and white icing is really quite tasty. Like I said, I don’t indulge every week with cake, but this piece of cake was calling to me so I had to eat it. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Passage of life ,just writing

Life soaks in the moonlight and still passes far beyond our minds to another dimension and all the time we reveal a cause to build something out of nothing. To only spare the mind to dwell through sunny days, to only be ripped apart by the serpent of life. To get up day after day to make the bread that feeds us and gets us stuff. To make us smile through the sadness of the happy face that we always have to show. To live in a society that drains us to go to sleep and do it all again, over and over. For some, the future isn’t set in living a normal life, where work and play are balanced. Some work hard to be in the silence of life and disappear with the wind and spear through the hills to another place. Where they realize that the only place to be is asleep in the bed. Hurt affects all of us, at some point. To only go through the thrill of the day and feel happy with the process of the new day, but some get up with dread to live again in a cold world where someone will be bound to be undelivered to haunting situations through the loss of your body in the flow of the mind as another land. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

See family:

Lots of different people have different things on their to do lists. Sometimes, people can’t get to all the things on their to do lists. I am no different. When, I decide to go to my sister and moms house, something always comes up, such as they live too far away. I wanted to go for Christmas, but I was worn out so I never made it. Then, again on New Year’s Day, but I didn’t go. Maybe, one of these days I will go. When it is a little warmer. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Only when I sleep-

I don’t think about being shot in the head with a gun. It is too easy to get depressed, so I drink coffee to remain happy and remain at peace with myself.

Only when I sleep –

This is the only time I don’t think of this injury or disability because I complain about this injury quite a lot. Who wouldn’t. I walk around using one arm, my dominant left arm doesn’t work, so I use my right arm. I have a limp also because I grew a little bit but my left leg didn’t grow. My right leg grew, also my left leg and my left arm are paralyzed.

It is a hard life, so yes I complain, but one of the issues is that I haven’t gotten any justice. I probably have to wait until I am older and he is older. The cousin  who shot me in the head, said he would help me financially, but that never happened. Instead, he bought a house. So, as they say, what goes around, comes around so I wait for the time to come where my justice is prevalent and he gets what is coming to him.

The cousin who shot me in the head. Man I wish things could be different, for the sake of our family, but my family should have stuck him in prison. Then, I would have had peace of mind that he got what was coming to him. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Ranking the Harry Potter Books these are books that are well done!

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I read the first book and it was very good. The other books in the trilogy must be as good or better. The book kept me wanting to read it, until the end. The book was very interesting.

It is about Harry Potter and a man named Valdomort killed Harry Potter’s parents because the child (Harry) would defeat Valdomort in a battle. Well, the first book starts with Harry’s training at the school of magic(Hogwarts ). This is where Harry finds out he is special and is needed to defeat Valdomort. Before he was accepted into the school of magic (Hogwarts), he was living with his aunt and uncle who tried to shield Harry from his destiny and didn’t want him to fulfill his magic fulfillment. But, Hagred rescued Harry and brought him to Hogwarts, the school of magic. There he began his quest to fine tune his magical abilities and rise as a great patron of magic. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Dream job and more-

Everyone has their ideal job. Some people are able to make it happen, others dwindle trying to make it happen. A long time ago, I was going to be a social worker. So, I set out and received my bachelor’s degree in social work. I thought this was my ideal job. Until, I could not get hired in any of the jobs in my field, so I became a teacher’s aide instead. It was cool while it lasted. Some other teachers aides would get angry at me. So I quit that job because of a teacher’s aides wrath at me. So, I dwindled a little more. I do doordash a little, but I still don’t know what I want from this life. I am old, but my dream job would be making music. I like playing the drums and writing and also singing. It is fun to do all of it. I practice daily on the craft; even though I am old. I do it more for my mental health and it helps me relax. Maybe one of these days, I can get a gig or go to an open mic. Well that’s my dream job, playing music. It would be awesome. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Maybe if I pray to the moon God. It can happen for me, or maybe I am too old. Well, one can dream.

Love is coffee and sister

For a long time, it has been like a tradition between my sister and I. We go to Starbucks every week and my sister gets me this. A cup of coffee. Now, that’s love because we have been doing it for so long. Starbucks speeds up my brain like no other coffee. She knows I enjoy the coffee there. So, she goes there and gets me coffee there. She is awesome. I love my sister. Also, she makes yummy salads. Now, if that’s not love. Then there is a problem with love. Don’t get me wrong, she likes the teas from Starbucks and the other sugary drinks, but sparingly.
The salads are special and display love also. Thank you for reading. Have a wonderful night.

Clutter in my head and salads and fruit salads

Fruit salad on the top was cluttered with chia seeds pudding, bananas, dates, oats, honey, pineapple, apples, pears, granola,and tajian. The marvelous salad on the bottom had tomatoes, romaine, chicken from Chik Fila, cucumbers, carrots, cheese, and avocado, with Apple cider vinegar dressing, and loads of seasonings. So the only clutter we have is on our plates. Yet, it is a marvelous clutter. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

No Doubt – Just A Girl

This song has been in my head all day. It is so weird how songs like this just pop inside my head. I do like this song, Gwen Stefani is pretty good.

My favorite animal is the tortoise because it is slow, but it is crafty because if you leave it too long in captivity. The tortoise will escape. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.