Gift of wanting

Love is the greatest gift someone can give ❤️ me. I have been wanting love for a long time. Not sure i can get it this late in life, but they say miracles happen everyday. So maybe I am not too old. Some love with compassion and reassurance that she will love me through thick or thin. I am not looking for marriage. That would be a little extreme for me because I would be heading for a divorce. I can see it. I don’t do something right or I forget something like Valentines day or an anniversary. She would divorce me. So, no marriage, unless she gets my brain injury. Plus, I come from a divorced family, so it is in me. So, it would be very hard not to follow suit.

Love from the divine master God will work too. His love shines down on all of us everyday. We just don’t know it, or we feel it. It is that warm feeling you get in your heart when everything is falling into place and your happy with your life and you feel fulfilled with where your life is heading. I haven’t felt that for a long time, but sometimes when I least expect it. He shines his goodness in my life. I love God and try to pray a rosary each day, so I get his blessings. His love is worth its weight in gold. As long as you have his love. You have the most important love out there. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Playtime is everyday

I play a lot in my life. I play my drums and sing and write lyrics about everything under the sun. Some are about my injury, being shot in the head. While others are about love, such as start up the fire. It is about the longing for love I have because I am so different, not many women will give me a chance to fall in love with them. Most scoff and look the other way because of my gimp and my left arm hangs on my stomach. My left eye looks a little lazy also (my disability in general). So these are the reasons women do not want to be with me. I have had girlfriends, but nothing that serious. I guess I am hoping for a certain type of attraction, that will have me fall in love with her and her with me. Maybe that will happen in the New Year, you never know, but for now I will remain writing songs about longing for a woman that loves me as much as I love her. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

There are so many holidays

Many holidays are my favorite holidays. I like a lot of holidays. Such as Christmas because it is Christ’s birthday. I love God and Jesus Christ. So that is my favorite holiday. I have to cherish that holiday because without Christ and God I would not be here. They didn’t have to bring me back from being shot in the head. They could’ve let me die. Since, they brought me back. I need to try harder to be just and love them even more.

Sometimes, life is hard, since I am disabled, but when I think of God and Jesus Christ and their love for me and for everyone. It gives me strength to carry on and do what I am supposed to do, which is to praise them more.

I don’t like to throw my beliefs on anyone. So you believe how you believe. I just think Jesus Christ and God are truly amazing and are love.

In conclusion-Christmas is my favorite holiday because it is Jesus Christ’s birthday. I love him and God truly.