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Think of the thing

If I could have something named after me it would be a salad because I love salad. It would have to be a very delicious salad.

Maybe a salad of my own creation. One with carrots, tomatoes, cauliflower, broccoli, kale, spinach, romaine and for the dressing lemon and lime. Then, you have yourself a Jesse salad. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

Burgers and phase in life that’s no more

These burgers from Smash burger were very delicious, along with tomatoes, cucumbers, lettuce, bell peppers and spinach, with a whole lot of seasonings. They were great.

Well, when i was a child, up until 13 years of age. I was physically able. Life was a lot better when I was physically able. I could drum with both hands. Eat with my left hand. I was originally left-handed, but since I got shot in the head. I had to start using my right hand for everything. Without my right hand. I would be really messed up. They say everything happens for a reason. I am still trying to figure out why this happened to me. I had my whole world turned upside down, being shot in the head. To make things worse. When, I was 13 years old, they put me on tegretol for seizures, until I was 26. It would mess me up. The first pill would put me back in bed, for an hour or so. I took the next one at lunch time. All I wanted to do was go to sleep. It wasn’t a life. I had to drink coffee when I was a teenager, because the pill would knock me out. I could barely talk on the pill. I was soo tired all the time. I lost dates and a lot of friends because I could not talk to them. Also, I walk with a limp so I could not keep up with them either. When I was 26, they put me on Depakote which was better, but still knocked me out. Then, I went on Gabapentine , when I was 30 and soon after that, no more pills. I joined the gym so that was how I got off the pills. I haven’t been back to the gym in a long time, but one of these days I will return.

In conclusion, I lived two lives, one was my physically able self, up until 13 years old. After that, my disabled self, being shot in the head and that is how I remain today. Thank goodness I am not on pills for seizures anymore. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Instant sky

To develop a sense of self; even though messed up and my trajectory is on a different road. Now looking back should have gotten out of there, but where would I have run. It was pure darkness. I should have made a call, to my dad back then, but not thinking. I played into the cousin’s dark desires. He lead me down a path. I would have never dreamt possible back when I was 12, but here I am many years later looking back what was the happening that broke the donkey’s back. The happening of failed dreams not knowing too much of what else could happen, but back then I didn’t think it was possible to live with a bullet in the head. I thought once I got shot in the head. I would die, but here I am today. Still, I don’t know where I am going because it  is hard to live in this broken body. I have fear that no one will accept me because of this disability. I walk around people look at me weird because of the way i limp and walk, but I go for walks anyway because of the way it makes me feel and I am not going to stop going for walks because of their weird looks. I need to get out and smell the roses sometimes . With the help of God and Jesus and the Holy spirit, I will find the strength to do something that has meaning and something that i am good at, such as living with a traumatic brain injury, shot in the head. There are a lot of shootings in the US maybe tap into those kinds of things because living with an injury is what I am good at. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

If it is possible. It will be granted in the moonlight.

Gift of wanting

Love is the greatest gift someone can give ❤️ me. I have been wanting love for a long time. Not sure i can get it this late in life, but they say miracles happen everyday. So maybe I am not too old. Some love with compassion and reassurance that she will love me through thick or thin. I am not looking for marriage. That would be a little extreme for me because I would be heading for a divorce. I can see it. I don’t do something right or I forget something like Valentines day or an anniversary. She would divorce me. So, no marriage, unless she gets my brain injury. Plus, I come from a divorced family, so it is in me. So, it would be very hard not to follow suit.

Love from the divine master God will work too. His love shines down on all of us everyday. We just don’t know it, or we feel it. It is that warm feeling you get in your heart when everything is falling into place and your happy with your life and you feel fulfilled with where your life is heading. I haven’t felt that for a long time, but sometimes when I least expect it. He shines his goodness in my life. I love God and try to pray a rosary each day, so I get his blessings. His love is worth its weight in gold. As long as you have his love. You have the most important love out there. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Jesus Christ

He has had a positive impact on my life. Without him, I would not be here. I pray rosaries everyday. So, he can bless the day ahead. Even when I can’t pray a whole rosary. I will say hail Mary’s or the Our father prayer. I believe in the power of prayer.
A long time ago, when I was in a coma for my brain injury. A whole bunch of people were praying for me to come back and you know. I came back. So, the power of prayer is really strong, especially when a group of people are praying for the same purpose. Only praying to God and Jesus got me through my ordeal. He has shown me a lot. Without, God and Jesus, I would be a lot more hateful, but with them. He has given me purpose to live through him and try to be a little happy withwhat I have and be grateful for all I have. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

Friends come and go

Yes like I said, many of my friends are musicians or comedians so they don’t stay being friends forever. They move to acquaintance status really quickly. They are busy doing other things.

The one and only, I can count on is my sister Liz. She has been with me for a long time. Maybe, Phlegm and Arthur too. Phlegm is a bass player and Arthur is a comedian. They are great friends, but since my sister stays in my life i will say. She is awesome.

My sister is a lovely human being. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Favorite of all time

This animal by far is my favorite animal. If I was going to get a pet. It would be a tortoise. They eat lettuce, tomatoes, and carrots just like me. They are slow just like me. Many tortoises have been escaping there living quarters, but that is because they neglect them. If they paid more attention to them. They would not escape. Also, if they didn’t leave them outside with a chincey fence. They would not escape either. That is true though. I had a tortoise a long time ago and it escaped from me too. We had a utility room. The poor tortoise got into the utility room and was never seen again. There was a lot of stuff in there. Now, if I was going to get a tortoise. I would get a box tortoise and keep it in a box. So it would not run from me. Well, for now I have Darcy the drum set. She makes a fantastic pet. I don’t need a tortoise.
The jaguar is my favorite wild animal. They just look very cool. There coats are awesome. They are meat eaters so I would never like to run into them anywhere, but they are fascinating animals. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

Fantastic salads and screen time-

This chik filla salad was absolutely delicious, with the chicken, tomatoes, spinach, cucumber, and lettuce. It was quite tasty. My sister also put in some seasonings, which made the salad even better.

When it comes to screen time. I am always on there because I work using my cellphone, or if not that. I am on other apps, such as Facebook, Instagram, or reading the news on MSN, or yahoo. I like to be informed on what is going on in the community and around the country. We voted yesterday and it looks like the democrats won a lot of governor races and congressional seats, so Donald Trump can’t just pass things through both houses. He will be met with resistance, which is good. The country is waking up to him. I hope he doesn’t run for president again. Well, this time he doesn’t have Elon Musk’s money backing him, so i doubt he will win. With how much things have gone up and the country in the longest shut down in history because he won’t make Healthcare cheaper for 20 million Americans. This is why the government is shut down. People are only getting half there Snap benefits, the military, the federal workers are going without pay checks. It is an awful situation. Hopefully it will end soon. Hopefully, our Healthcare premiums do not rise. That will be a shame if that happens. We will see if anything gets resolved. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.