Only when I sleep-

I don’t think about being shot in the head with a gun. It is too easy to get depressed, so I drink coffee to remain happy and remain at peace with myself.

Only when I sleep –

This is the only time I don’t think of this injury or disability because I complain about this injury quite a lot. Who wouldn’t. I walk around using one arm, my dominant left arm doesn’t work, so I use my right arm. I have a limp also because I grew a little bit but my left leg didn’t grow. My right leg grew, also my left leg and my left arm are paralyzed.

It is a hard life, so yes I complain, but one of the issues is that I haven’t gotten any justice. I probably have to wait until I am older and he is older. The cousin  who shot me in the head, said he would help me financially, but that never happened. Instead, he bought a house. So, as they say, what goes around, comes around so I wait for the time to come where my justice is prevalent and he gets what is coming to him.

The cousin who shot me in the head. Man I wish things could be different, for the sake of our family, but my family should have stuck him in prison. Then, I would have had peace of mind that he got what was coming to him. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Writing is part of the process

Such as a beautiful sunset. I might have a beautiful story in me. If I can extract it from my damaged brain. I need to write more often, but usually, I am lost in thoughts. I write on paper a lot of the time. I blog because I have a lot to say about this terrible life. I am grateful for a lot of things, but I am angry at certain aspects of life, such as this disability. I walk with a limp. My left arm doesn’t function correctly. I blog because I want people to be smarter than i was and not get shot in the head because it can kill you or disable you. It is important to know the signs of a terrible person that may cause you harm. If they are careless and do drugs and drink alcohol and not in their right frame of mind. Also. if this person has access to guns. It is a bad combination. Drugs and guns don’t go together. If they are going shooting on alcohol or drugs, just get away from them. Nothing good can come of it. I wish someone would have told me that years ago, then I would not have gotten shot in the head. I would have run for my life. It didn’t happen that way. I got shot in the head. I am hoping that people on here are more brilliant than i was and can live this life without being shot in the head. Thank you for reading.