Re-live the year of my injury.

When, I was 13 years old, a long time ago. I used to love to play in the water. Now that I am disabled, not so much. Life is very different for me being disabled(walk with a limp, my left arm doesn’t function well). I walk slower, it takes time to do many things I used to take for granted. Now looking back. I shouldn’t have taken for granted, getting dress quickly or running, or even skipping. I took all of these for granted. Now, I am disabled because the cousin decided to shoot me with a gun in the head and got away with it. The family didn’t press any charges against my cousin, which sucks for me. I got nothing for my pain.

So is there any year I would relive. You bet, when I was thirteen, the year I received a bullet in the head. So, I can tell the cousin. I won’t be going with him down to the river and I would just run back to my grandma’s house. My grandma’s house was far away, but if I ran all the way. I could have been there in 30 minutes. There was a huge party at my grandma’s house. I didn’t understand why the cousin was not there. Yet, he proceeded to call me on the telephone and told me to come on over because his cousins and him were playing monopoly. So, I asked my step dad to drop me off at his house and he did.

It was January 1st 1988, we were going to go down to the river to shoot guns up in the air, to bring in the New Year. We were in Ariavipa Arizona. We went down to the river and that is when he proceeded to shoot me in the head and ruined my life forever. So, yes reliving this year would drastically change my life, probably for the better. If, I could get that cousin out of my life. Life would have been better. All he ever did was get me in trouble. Yet, we can’t go back in time, so it is better to stay focused on the future and hopefully it will be better than the present and the past. Thank you for reading. Happy Halloween 🎃.

The cousin who shot me in the head with a gun.

He makes me nervous because I don’t know whether to hug him or yell at him for ruining my life and just getting away with all of it. He is not a good person. Good people, don’t go around shooting their cousins in the head and not pay the price for what they do. Well, it is all right, he may pay sooner or later. Karma is coming for him one of these days. He has to pay, either financially or physically, or emotionally. He will pay. It is just a matter of time. No one gets out of here without pain.

Well, this cousin is a jerk because he sees and here’s about my struggles and does nothing to help me out. He would rather pretend that I don’t exist than help me out. He is in hiding. I don’t know where he is because I would be over there, demanding he at least give me some compensation. He was my best cousin once upon a time, now I can’t stand him.

In conclusion- seeing this jerk makes me nervous because he has done absolutely nothing for me, but shot me in the head and got away with the whole situation. Thank you for reading.

This advice would have saved me a lot of pain.

What advice would you give to your teenage self?

In this blog, I will talk about what advice I would give my teenage self. I would tell the younger teenage me to stop hanging out with Manny (the troubled cousin), unless you want to be shot in the head.

Manny the cousin shot me in the head and if I can stop a future without being disabled. It would be worth its weight in gold. I wish I had the opportunity to talk to the teenage me. I would probably grab him by the shirt and tell him not to go to the river with that idiot Manny, unless he wants to be shot in the head and his life ruined. Face it, he ruined my life. I can do something with this life, but it’s harder now. Thank you for reading