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I can write more often

I always wanted to write a book or some documentation on my injury and my struggles with being shot in the head. Some day, I will write something about the subject. Now, that there is Ai, I can do it more easily. The injury has a lot of pain because I didn’t get any justice. My family did not charge the person who shot me in the head with a crime. He lied and said I shot myself and got away with it. It is documented that I shot myself in the head, but then the policeman says, my cousin shot me. I may have to revisit that document again. If I can find it. Well, that is it just write more. I probably need to go back to the beginning of the injury, which took place in Ariavipa, AZ. I need to write what I can still remember about that night, before I cannot remember anything. Thank you for reading.

This is a problem in the United States

So, many infants and babies are abandoned in the dumpsters in America, that it’s a major problem, especially in Houston, Texas. The government doesn’t have a problem with this concern because they are an anti abortion state. They turn their back on women, until it is too late to have an abortion. The women can go to another state such as California to have an abortion, but it has to be in a certain amount of time, or else they will be turned away. Well, in Texas they can’t get legalized abortions because Republicans want every woman to have the child, if they get pregnant. Well, there is a baby safe haven, where the mom can drop off their baby at a hospital or a fire station, if they can’t take care of the baby. Well, in Texas baby safe haven is not well advertised. So the women who have babies they can’t take care of. They throw them in the dumpster, which is very sad because if they knew they could take their baby to a hospital or a fire house and relinquish rights to that baby. I wonder if they would do that instead,to give that baby a better life. I am just curious because giving the baby to a hospital, is better than throwing the baby in the dumpster. At least, giving the baby a chance at life is better than being discarded in a dumpster. They may be discarding their babies in the dumpster for convenience, but when they get caught. They go to jail or prison for child abandonment.

My point, why doesn’t Uber or Lift give women free rides to drop off their babies at a hospital or a fire station. It is funding. I am just saying, maybe that would stop some women from throwing their babies in the dumpster or definitely more advertisement of baby safe haven, even though Texas wants every woman to keep the babies. There will always be mothers out there who don’t want to take care of a baby.  They are not financially set to take care of a baby, or they don’t have a social system to take care of the child. Either way, the baby will get abandoned.

This is really devastating. I am hoping in time, with more legislation in place that supports the infant to have more of a life. Instead, of seeing the inside of a dumpster, they start leaving their infants in hospitals or fire stations, with people who can actually take care of the child. In America, there is a shortage of babies being born, so I would hope the Trump administration would seek out some of these issues and do something about them, such as making sure mothers know about baby safe haven, where they can leave their baby with the hospital or fire stations, no questions asked. It is a great program and it saves the baby’s life, so that a family can raise the infant, if the mother cannot. Hopefully, one of these days, we don’t have to hear stories like this all over the news. It is traumatic for the infants. Thank you for reading.

Salad without the lettuce

Music is very important to me. It is what i do to relax. It is what i do when i need to express a feeling. Life without music would be like salad without lettuce. Music brings joy in my life, whether listening to it or playing or writing music. It is all enjoyable to me. The process of music is why I got hooked on music. Such as writing lyrics, then making the music, then singing the lyrics. I don’t have a great voice, but I am all right at singing. Life without music would be a boring life because I live for music. The process of turning lyrics into songs. That is my life in a nutshell.

On another note, those burgers from in n out were awesome. They make some tasty burgers, and the salad was delicious too. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Lesson I should have learned:

I should have learned to duck for cover when someone points a gun in my general direction. If, I would have jumped on the ground. I would not have received a bullet in my head. It has been a long time since it happened, but the injury still affects me today. I still walk with a limp and my left arm doesn’t function right. The brain controls every aspect of the human body. Such as, if you get shot on the left side of the head. You can get short-term memory issues because the temporal lobes control memory. The frontal lobe controls organization, planning, and monitoring those plans. Partial lobe controls aspects such as pain, touch, or sensory information. The occipital lobe controls the eyes. The brain stem is the most important part of the brain because it controls heart rate, breathing, blood pressure regulation, digestion, pupil dialation, or constriction. I got shot in the temporal/frontal lobe and the bullet hit my occipital lobe, which is why I wear glasses. Half the bullet is still in my head, which sucks because it has brain tissue around it now.

So, everyone who reads this has to know. The brain is the most important organ in the body so protect it. If you are ever in a situation where you are going to get shot with a gun. Put your arm up because being shot in the arm is a lot better than getting shot in the head. The arm will heal better. Being shot in the head won’t heal as well because neurons are hard for the body to heal again. Just, if you get shot in your body, remember getting to medical attention is a must. It is a life or death matter. So the sooner a medical staff can see you the better. The better results you will have. Thank you for reading.

Walking more

I went for a walk last week with my sister. It was a great walk. I haven’t gone on many walks because of doing Doordash, but I get out and walk every now and then. Since it is cooler outside. I walk more often. It is my exercise. Since I don’t go to the gym anymore because it is hard and weird to do weights and lifting with one arm. I used to do that, but now it seems weird to do something that is meant for two arms and do it with one arm. I know I could do cardio and some of the nautical machines, but sometimes I feel out of place there because people who go there are physically able. Maybe. I can get back into the gym, but for now, walking is my choice of exercise. I am not very fast at walking like my sister. She is fast, but I manage walking with a limp. Walking feels good to me, especially when I walk to get something to eat or something to drink, such as coffee. It is a treat. Thank you for reading, and have a great night.

Clouds and salad

Clouds face the rain that happens when everyone is least prepared. Rain channels are minds and cleanses the earth’s atmosphere. Especially where there are wild fires. They definitely need rain. Yet, clouds come and go without a shower in sight. Thank goodness there was not any rain today. Cause, it would have drenched me where I stood. So little wind, and no rain is good for me. Only time, I like the rain is when I am inside and bundled under covers.

As far as this salad. It was one of a kind, with chicken, pickles, tomatoes,peppers, romaine, spinach, and apple slices, with various seasonings. It was quite delicious. My favorite word must be salad because i love salads, especially eating them under an obscured cloudy day. Thank you for reading. Have a nice evening.

Delicious fruit salad

Many things can bring a tear to people’s eyes. The number one thing that brings a tear to my eye is a well prepared fruit salad, because I love fruit, especially if they have apples, plums, cherries, oranges, pineapple, grapes, and peaches. There are few things I like more than a delicious fruit salad. It is mainly because I feel great after eating the fruit salad. Fruit is good for anyone. It is a healthy choice. Thank you for reading.

Writing is part of the process

Such as a beautiful sunset. I might have a beautiful story in me. If I can extract it from my damaged brain. I need to write more often, but usually, I am lost in thoughts. I write on paper a lot of the time. I blog because I have a lot to say about this terrible life. I am grateful for a lot of things, but I am angry at certain aspects of life, such as this disability. I walk with a limp. My left arm doesn’t function correctly. I blog because I want people to be smarter than i was and not get shot in the head because it can kill you or disable you. It is important to know the signs of a terrible person that may cause you harm. If they are careless and do drugs and drink alcohol and not in their right frame of mind. Also. if this person has access to guns. It is a bad combination. Drugs and guns don’t go together. If they are going shooting on alcohol or drugs, just get away from them. Nothing good can come of it. I wish someone would have told me that years ago, then I would not have gotten shot in the head. I would have run for my life. It didn’t happen that way. I got shot in the head. I am hoping that people on here are more brilliant than i was and can live this life without being shot in the head. Thank you for reading.

Playing music and eating delicious salads and God

This chicken and tomato, romaine, spinach, pickles, peppers,purple cabbage, and carrots was a sure delight to eat. It was definitely delicious and it is very good for me. Diabetes runs in my family, so I need to eat more salads. Also, playing music is very fun. Playing drums or shakers it is all fun. I play drums and sing my lyrics everyday. I am very angry because I walk with a limp, and my left arm does’t function correctly. So, I use music to ground myself and soothe the angry child within. It works, along with praying to God . I would go mad if God was not in my daily routine because my anger takes over. I pray so I am more at peace. Thank you for reading.

Somethings never change

At night is when I am most productive. I work at night. I like the nighttime, more than the daylight. It gets super hot in the daytime here in southern Arizona. So, I wait until it cools down, which is during the night time. So nighttime is when I feel alive. I am an insomniac, so of course the night time is when I thrive. Thank you for reading.