Yes I need a break to eat a piece of cake

This piece of cake was delicious. I don’t eat cake everyday or even every week, but sometimes it is all right to indulge in a piece of cake. As long as I drink plenty of water with it. It shouldn’t give my system too much trouble. The excess sugar is not good, but with the water. It should leave my system rather quickly.

Chocolate and white icing is really quite tasty. Like I said, I don’t indulge every week with cake, but this piece of cake was calling to me so I had to eat it. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Only when I sleep-

I don’t think about being shot in the head with a gun. It is too easy to get depressed, so I drink coffee to remain happy and remain at peace with myself.

Only when I sleep –

This is the only time I don’t think of this injury or disability because I complain about this injury quite a lot. Who wouldn’t. I walk around using one arm, my dominant left arm doesn’t work, so I use my right arm. I have a limp also because I grew a little bit but my left leg didn’t grow. My right leg grew, also my left leg and my left arm are paralyzed.

It is a hard life, so yes I complain, but one of the issues is that I haven’t gotten any justice. I probably have to wait until I am older and he is older. The cousin  who shot me in the head, said he would help me financially, but that never happened. Instead, he bought a house. So, as they say, what goes around, comes around so I wait for the time to come where my justice is prevalent and he gets what is coming to him.

The cousin who shot me in the head. Man I wish things could be different, for the sake of our family, but my family should have stuck him in prison. Then, I would have had peace of mind that he got what was coming to him. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds

If anyone has been following my blog for a while will know thst my favorite pastime activity is playing music. I like writing lyrics, singing lyrics, playing the shaker and playing the drum set. I play the drum set everyday and sing lyrics that I wrote everyday. It helps me relax.

The reason I am sharing the Beatles song Lucy in the sky with diamonds is because when I was in a coma. After the cousin shot me in the head. My mother and father put this song on, on a Walkman tape recorder. I would just listen to the song, through headphones. For some reason, this song was one of the contributing factors that brought me out of the coma. I remember listening to this song a lot.

It is about, Sean, John Lennon’s son brought a watercolor picture home from nursery school. John Lennon asked him what is that. Sean said, “It was Lucy in the sky with diamonds.” Lucy was one of his classmates in the nursery school. This is the inspiration for the song.

It is one of the Beatles best songs. The Beatles invented pop music. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Salads again and over again

I can never get tired of a salad from Chik Filla and the way my sister dresses it up with oregano, lions mane, adobo, truffle, and some other seasonings. The salad was very tasty. She also put some garlic, cucumber, romaine and of course, the chicken came from chik filla. Overall, it was very delicious. Thank you for reading. Happy Thanksgiving. I hope all of the people on this blog have a good turkey day.

The past takes my thoughts

Do you spend more time thinking about the future or the past? Why?

In this blog, I will discuss whether I spend more time thinking of the past or more time thinking of the future.

Well the past affected everything in my life. I am disabled because of the past. So, I spend more time thinking about the past. I think about how I will make this life work. I think about how I am going to turn an awful injury into a blessing. There has to be a way to turn this injury into something that can be useful to others.

Whether they have been shot in the head or not, the information I can discuss with them can help a lot. Not too many people have been shot in the head and live to talk about it. So the information can be useful.

Most people focus on the future. It is hard for me to focus on the future when I cannot use half my body. I will not give up on life because I know there has to be a purpose for this injury. Even though, things are hard. If I can make it easier for others living with a similar injury. I will do that. I do have a bachelor’s in social work. I just need to find my niche and make it work out for me.

In conclusion- I spend more time thinking of the past because of my injury (shot in the head). Thank you for reading.