A salad with a biscuit, and mashed potatoes. What more can you ask for. It was very good. It was not too filling either. It was the perfect amount of food, so I was not too stuffed.

Well, cold weather, I from Southern Arizona, so I have never dealt with real cold weather, like they have in Chicago or New York or Canada. Don’t mind me, it can get cold here, just not to the level of a place up north, such as Colorado. Denver gets cold. It snows there. It hardly ever snows here. They call us desert rats because we live in the Sonoran desert, which deserts get pretty hot, especially in the summer time.

I don’t mind cold weather, unless it is raining, hailing, snowing, and the wind is blowing. Then, it is too cold and hopefully I can stay inside and drink some coffee or hot cocoa. Or, maybe even eat soup.

Something weird about Doordash that I have noticed. When it is really cold outside, people will order ice cream. That is weird. I don’t know what that is, but maybe they are craving something sweet and cold to make them more cold. I don’t get it, but as long as they pay me to deliver it. I will deliver whatever they want. Thank you for reading.

The way I balance work and home life, is staying on top of my sleep because sleep is very important. Without sleep, I will be groggy and will not perform right at work. Then, to boost up my performance, I drink coffee. It also makes me happy. I also pray to God that he gives me strength to start another day. Thank you for reading.

My biggest sacrifice i have made is living. I could have committed suicide. My life is tough, but with God’s love and his guidance. He has shown me a different way to be. Believe me, I have thought of ending everything because being disabled(having one arm to use, walking with a limp is hard). I’m tougher, so I don’t commit suicide, plus I would miss what would become of the cousin who shot me in the head. So the biggest sacrifice I made is living a life that’s hard because of a crap cousin shooting me in the head. No justice, no peace. Plus, I received no justice so I could easily commit suicide, but if I do that. I will never know what is to become of this life. So, here i will remain deep in thought.

This cousin and I used to be close, now he doesn’t even talk to me. I don’t know where he is. It seems he is off the grid sort of. There are a lot of questions I have, but i probably will never get an answer from him because he is a coward. Well, that’s my sacrifice being disabled, but determined to do something with this life. It is hard to live that’s why I sleep a lot. I’m always deep in thoughts. Thank you for reading.

This might be the oldest shirt I own. It is from the 1990’s. I sleep in the shirt. I never wear it out. The neck of the shirt is stretched so the only purpose for this shirt is to sleep in it.

I remember wearing this shirt during my Blake Foundation days, where I did janitorial work for them. I washed dishes, cleaned mats, vacuumed the equipment. It was a good job while it lasted. I was 19 to 26  years old when I did that job. This shirt has seen a lot of my best days, but now I have washed it too many times and it is holes in it and can’t be worn out. Thank you for reading.

For many years, I was a follower. My best cousin would have me follow him into starting fires, stealing from stores, and eventually shooting me in the head. So, after the last one. I no longer let just anyone lead me around. If they are up to no good. I abandoned them before I get hurt or hurt someone else.

I would categorize myself as more of a leader after being shot in the head. It is hard to trust just anyone and think that they have my  best interest in mind. So, I try to keep things kosher and don’t do things that  or others. I use abstract thinking, such as “what if,” if I do a certain act and play it out in my head before doing something. That is the way I have to be to not get burned by people who aren’t good for me. People do not usually approach me because most think I am more damaged than I am. So, in a way, that is good. It helps me stay out of trouble. Thank you for reading.

Boy, I wish I was a bird so I could fly and take poops on people I don’t like. What a life. Well, it is no secret, I love to sleep. I can sleep forever. The only way I am productive is if I drink coffee and brush my teeth.

When I was a teacher’s aide, I used to have to take a shower, first thing when I got up in the morning to start a new day. Or I would go back to bed and stay there. Granted, I got up at 5:45 am and the only way to be alert was to take a shower first thing when I got up out of bed.

Well, now with gig working, I can do it whenever I want to do it, so I get up in the afternoon and I am up til way in the early morning hours. Well, one of these days, I would like to get a different job. So, I may have to start getting up early in the morning again. Hopefully, not because I hate getting up early, but if I must that is what I will do. If, this takes place, I will have to take a shower first thing when I get out of bed. So that is what I can change about myself, getting up earlier. Thank you for reading.

She has been through everything with me in my life. She has been there with me through thick and thin. She has been there through the good times and the bad times. She is my side kick sister. We eat together and do Doordash together.   We watch TV together and share laughs with one another.

We went to Fuddruckers on the bus and it was 9 o’clock at night. We just had time to run into Fuddruckers and grab a burger and fries and walk out. My sister wanted to play games, but my father would have had a conniption because I would get her home so late. So we did the first plan, and grabbed a burger and fries and we got on the bus. I took her home so my father would not be mad that I kept her out late at night. He wasn’t home so we were safe and we never talked about it. Thank you for reading.