Fail not and win!

I would attempt to play the lottery because if I couldn’t fail, that would mean I would win. I could really use that money. These days, who couldn’t use some money. Everything is rising in prices in the United States. Inflation is high. So, if i could guarantee that I would win the lottery. I would attempt the lottery, and I would help my family, friends, and social services that have done so much for me. I wouldn’t forget about the people who helped me when I was at my lowest. Those people would be the first I would help if they needed help. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Music has been a dream of mine

Doing music has been a dream of mine for a long time, writing lyrics and singing songs and playing drums along with playing shakers, has been a long time goal of mine for a long time. I do it so much because it makes me feel better. Better than going on a drinking binge and drinking every alcohol beverage out there. Plus, I would end up sleeping for hours. I was older when I fell in love with music. Now I am super old. Music is in my soul though. I can’t stop playing music just because I am old. I gotta keep it up and hopefully one of these days. I am able to sing in front of a crowd of people, who will enjoy my music.

Here is a lyric I wrote a while back. It is called the paranoid song.

Looking at the night sky

With the planets and the stars

Splashed across the milky way

They look like eyes

Staring back at us

Glittering in the night

Eyes in the sky eyes in the sky

Planets and stars look like

Eyes in the sky eyes in the

Sky

Walking around at night

In the city

With tall buildings

Cars passing by

They look like eyes

Staring back at us

Glittering in the night

Eyes in the sky, eyes in the

Sky, planets and stars

Look like eyes in the sky

You can’t stop the shine

In the sky no matter

How hard you try

You can run but

You can’t hide so

Have a brew

The night just begun

Eyes in the sky

Eyes in the sky

Planets and stars

Look like eyes in

The sky eyes in

The sky-

I cut my own hair. I was tired of having hair, so I cut it all off. Next, I will cut the beard. It is a work in progress. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Tupac- Gangster Party

There are many artists out there, doing different things. Artists doesn’t mean just doing paintings, or arts and crafts things. Artists have a very broad meaning. Therefore, I will define an artist as a musician. They are also artists. I do like the art of Picasso, Leonardo Diviche, and Michael Angelo. The sixteenth chapel is amazing.

In terms of music artists, Tupac has to be at the top of the list. His rap style has to be number one. John Bonham, the drummer of Led Zeppelin was incredible. Jimmy Page is a great guitarist also. Robert Plant as a singer/songwriter for Led Zeppelin is incredible. John Paul Jones as a keyboardist/bass player is also good. He played with Led Zeppelin. John Lennon from the Beatles was a very good singer/songwriter, plus rhythm guitar player. Paul McCartney is also amazing as a songwriter and bass guitar player. I like a wide variety of singer/songwriters such as Layne Staley from Alice in chains, Kurt Cobain from Nirvana, Scott Weiland from Stone Temple Pilots, Chris Cornell from Sound Garden. I like Taylor Swift as a singer/songwriter too. She is pretty good. I also like Janice Joplin as a singer. Jimi Hendrix as a guitarist/ singer/songwriter. Ozzy Osbourne is a great singer/songwriter also. There are many more I like, such as Philip Asemblo from Pantera. He is a great singer/songwriter. Biggie Smalls, i.e. Notorious BIG is a very good rapper, along with Eminem, Snoop Dog, and Fifty cent. They are all great artists at what they do. Lionel Richie is great and so is Rick James. They are both singers/songwriters. There is more, but this is almost everyone I like. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Music roaming in the right ear

Playing shakers like the ones above are very fun to play. Playing the drum set is also very fun. It is nice when I am doing a 4/4 beat and I start singing a song that I wrote, such as eye in the sky, wind, or burning fire. Those songs took a lot of work, but I think they are done. Writing is one of my favorite hobbies too. Whether writing on a jetpack or in my notebook. It is all fun to see what I can come up with. I use the notebook to write lyrics, but I’m using it more to develop stories about the injury I have, which is hard to write about. Maybe, one of these days I will have something finished so you people can read it. That is a goal of mine. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Empty car lot

Such as an empty car lot. They both elude my mind and make me think of all the possibilities that can happen inside the car lot. Maybe someone can set up a booth or play music in the empty car lot. There are many ideas.
Now, possessions can be replaced, but I would be very sad for a long time if my possessions were gone. It took a long time to build the possessions I have, such as the shakers and the drum set. I would be sad to lose those items, but hopefully, I would get them again. I would keep faith in God that he would allow me to retrieve these items again. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Long time ago

This cousin and I used to be best cousins until he shot me in the head and made me disabled. He is no longer my favorite cousin. He is an animal. He said he was going to help me when I saw him, while his mother was in the hospital last May. I thought he changed, but little did I know he went deeper in hiding. Now, I can not find him. He will not help me after he shot me in the head. I should have known a tiger never changes its stripes, same as the cousin. He will never help me out. So, I have changed my mind. He is an animal. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

A disability always makes me feel out of place.

An older picture of me, but I am disabled. I walk with a gimp. My left arm doesn’t work. So I often feel out of place because of where I go. There aren’t any disabled people around me. Usually, they are physically able around me. But, that is life. There are a lot of people who didn’t get shot in the head or have physical ailments. I guess it is a good thing because more people were like me. It would be bad because they would take forever to get things done, with one arm. We would not have the finer inventions, such as the computer or the cell phone. It takes people with two hands to make devices.

In conclusion, I often feel out of place because of my disability. I am just hoping one of these days, the cousin who shot me in the head gets his comeuppance. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Without a computer

Since cellphones came from computers. My life would be incomplete. It would be crickets running under a moonlit sky. I would not be able to work or nothing. My life would be incomplete without working. Without computers, there wouldn’t be any internet. Therefore, my job would be nonexistent. So computers are very important tools for people like me, who rely on technology for their work. Plus, I entertain myself with computers, so the only thing I would have to do is play music. I would play my drums set more, play my shakers more, and pray to God more than I do. I set aside an hour to pray, but without computers. I would pray a little more than that. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

Skill to stay asleep

The skill of staying asleep is very important to me as an individual living where I live. There’s a lot of noise in my apartment complex, from the cars passing by, to people talking by my apartment. I wish I could ignore these disruptions and just sleep, but my mind wakes up when I hear disruptions. I have tried ear plugs, but I still hear them. Maybe, if I tire myself out it can help me sleep better. I have to try that or meditation can help too. I never get more than six or seven hours of sleep, then someone or something wakes me up. It is kind of annoying, but when I get up, I eat my apple and yogurt. Then, I am able to sleep a little more. So that’s what I need to do . Sleep without any distractions or things waking me up because throughout the day I am tired because of this, but I will try meditation. Maybe that will help. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.