Don’t want Covid-19

The pandemic changed us all. It was grouling going through it because I just stayed home a lot when I was not working for doordash. I still stay home a lot, rather stay home then catch covid-19 because I already have a weak immune system. My head injury did that to me. So, when I am in public closed in spaces and someone is coughing I put on a mask. I always carry a mask with me now, if I am going to be at a store or someplace closed in. So basically, it has made me evaluate my surroundings and make sure there are no people coughing. Or else, I will put on a mask or move very quickly away from them.

I couldn’t believe it. During the covid-19 pandemic, it was winter time. I was taking a break from working with doordash. I had to use the restroom. So, I went to QT. I went inside their bathroom and caught the flu. It was horrible. Thank goodness it was not covid-19 because I could still breathe, but the next day. I just rested. I got better and resumed working with doordash. But, that’s a wake up call, to wear a mask in the bathroom at qt in the winter because it could have been covid-19 and I would have been sick longer, or even die. So, what I learned is always have a mask on me, no matter the season. If someone is coughing put it on right away because I can easily get covid-19 and I don’t want covid-19 on top of being disabled. That would be very bad. Even the flu is bad. If I can avoid getting anything. I will do it because I hate being sick. It is no fun.

Usually with me, if I get the flu. It usually turns into bronchitis which now I have a hard time breathing. My nose is stuffed up and I have phlegm in my throat. So, it is better that I wear a mask so I can alleviate getting sick all together.

Much better to stare at a pink sky with the moon inside my apartment, than risk getting sick in public places. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Long ago

I used to work in the morning not so much anymore. I work mostly nights, if that. Yet, when I worked in the morning, I used to get up take a shower first thing. So I could wake up. Then, I would get dressed. Then, I would eat a bowl of cereal and coffee and also a yogurt. Then, I would write a lyric in the morning. Then, I would go to work as a teacher’s aide. The rising sun had a glare to it. Thank goodness I was driving away from it. So it was all good.

If this was my morning sun. I would love it. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Bullet in the head:

This makes people very unique because not very many people have a bullet in their head. I still have half of the bullet fragment in the left side of my head. It is now covered by brain matter. So, the neurosurgeon will not take the bullet out of my head. Salad, fruit, and coffee are my best friends. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Think of the thing

If I could have something named after me it would be a salad because I love salad. It would have to be a very delicious salad.

Maybe a salad of my own creation. One with carrots, tomatoes, cauliflower, broccoli, kale, spinach, romaine and for the dressing lemon and lime. Then, you have yourself a Jesse salad. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

Harsh but true

The cousin who shot me in the head did not go to prison. He has not given me any money for what he did to me. He ruined my life, yet he bought a house. He couldn’t be bothered with just giving me a little bit of money to help me out. Instead, he walks around like he did nothing wrong. Well, the day he gets what is coming to him will make me laugh because you can’t go around hurting people and expect nothing to happen to you. Sooner or later, he will get what is coming to him, then I will laugh and say I knew this would happen. This may sound harsh, but my life with a bullet in my head is not easy to manage and basically after it happened. He abandoned me; even though before we were like brothers. So, he will have to suffer in this life sometime because no one gets out of this life not suffering a little at least. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Hopefully over the moon the cousin will get what is coming to him.

Mind in a warp

The bending of my mind to find an answer to the question, has left me to think of another way to answer it. My brain is out of shape to conjure an answer. Feeling deep to tremble through the sounds and the colors soon fade together. A long time ago, I fished through memories of long ago. I still come up blank, but what I can tell you it was a special day, when I figured out what i wanted to do. It soon turned to mush as reality took president and my plan to do good didn’t work out in my favor.
Many people have dreams of doing great things when they are younger, but most out grow there speculation and do something else as they age. When, people are left in certain situations they grab a job and hope they like it. Years go by, and they are doing the same job because they get used to that job and don’t want to leave until one day they get mad and pack up their belongings and go. This what happened at my teacher’s aide job. Some lady started screaming at me. She needed to use the restroom. When i needed to use the restroom. I just left. I never went back. Over the summer vacation, I was a no show and put in my resignation letter. The kids were disappointed, but I knew they could find better than me. Someone physically able to do the job. So, life doesn’t always go as planned, just thank heavens I left that job. I didn’t like the fact the main teacher didn’t defend me. So I had to go. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

Most people

They don’t understand how I can eat two salads a day and be in love with salad. It is because salad is good for me and it is the easiest thing for me to make. I don’t cook much. I enjoy eating salads because they are easy to prepare. My first salad of the day is a plain boring salad, with spinach, kale, broccoli, cauliflower, carrots, and tomatoes. I put lemon and lime on the salad as a salad dressing.

Then, for dinner, I will have another salad with pizza, burgers, wraps, or something more substantial than just a salad.

Such as, this salad with pizza. It was very delicious. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Cut back a lot

I used to do doordash, but these days not so much. I will do it if it is worth it, but lately they have not been worth it. So, I just stay home then waste gas. Gas is too expensive for me. Thank God I don’t live in California because that would be way out of my budget.

As far as technology, the whole job is technology because I use my cellphone to do the job. It guides me to the restaurant, then to the customer’s home where i drop off the food. Sometimes, it is worth it when we can make $20 a job, but with gas prices through the roof. It is seldomly worth it. Tucson people do not want to pay that much for delivery, so they offer three dollars for a ten mile job. I am like no way. Let some other person do this one. Now, when gas is cheaper maybe I will take one that is 5 miles for 4 dollars, but my rule of thumb is equal miles for equal cash. If it is seven miles, I expect 7 to 8 dollars. That is only fair. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Saying no to interfering with goals:

It is getting hotter in Southern Arizona. I am very tired. So, I sleep a lot more, to get through the hottest parts of the day. It was 100 degrees and counting in Southern AZ. This is the earliest it has ever been 100 degrees, in March. So, goals will have to take a back seat for right now. The only time I want to do things is at night and Southern Arizona is an early town, which means places close early. I am a late night type of person, so that doesn’t jive with Southern Arizona. So, I will focus on my goals later. When, it starts to cool down. So, in essence the only person that is interfering with my goals is the weather and me. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Author: Jesse Pallante