Past is key with me

The sky would have opened up if it wasn’t for this injury. This injury really holds me back because I am limited in what I can do because of having use of only one arm and a gimp. So, I definitely have challenges with life. If, this injury never happened and I never met the cousin. Who knows what I could have accomplished. Well, one day I will find out what I should be doing, until that day. I will continue eating salads and getting energy from them.
Salads are the way to feeling better. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.

Gift of wanting

Love is the greatest gift someone can give ❤️ me. I have been wanting love for a long time. Not sure i can get it this late in life, but they say miracles happen everyday. So maybe I am not too old. Some love with compassion and reassurance that she will love me through thick or thin. I am not looking for marriage. That would be a little extreme for me because I would be heading for a divorce. I can see it. I don’t do something right or I forget something like Valentines day or an anniversary. She would divorce me. So, no marriage, unless she gets my brain injury. Plus, I come from a divorced family, so it is in me. So, it would be very hard not to follow suit.

Love from the divine master God will work too. His love shines down on all of us everyday. We just don’t know it, or we feel it. It is that warm feeling you get in your heart when everything is falling into place and your happy with your life and you feel fulfilled with where your life is heading. I haven’t felt that for a long time, but sometimes when I least expect it. He shines his goodness in my life. I love God and try to pray a rosary each day, so I get his blessings. His love is worth its weight in gold. As long as you have his love. You have the most important love out there. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Honey mama’s and college!

Last week, my sister went to Whole Foods and found this Honey Mama’s. It was really delicious,  with chocolate fudge and peppermint. I won’t be having these every week, but occasionally they are good.

Well, colleges, I have gone to Pima community college for an Associates degree in direct service in social services. Then I went to Arizona Stae University the school of social work in Tucson and earned a bachelor’s degree in social work. I earned that in 2002. That is the biggest thing I have ever  earned. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Playtime is everyday

I play a lot in my life. I play my drums and sing and write lyrics about everything under the sun. Some are about my injury, being shot in the head. While others are about love, such as start up the fire. It is about the longing for love I have because I am so different, not many women will give me a chance to fall in love with them. Most scoff and look the other way because of my gimp and my left arm hangs on my stomach. My left eye looks a little lazy also (my disability in general). So these are the reasons women do not want to be with me. I have had girlfriends, but nothing that serious. I guess I am hoping for a certain type of attraction, that will have me fall in love with her and her with me. Maybe that will happen in the New Year, you never know, but for now I will remain writing songs about longing for a woman that loves me as much as I love her. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Happy New year to all of you

The New Year has started off pretty good. I took a nap and rested up a bit. I drank some coffee, so I had some energy to type in the blog. This year, and every year, the same crap never changes. The cousin who shot me in the head, still nothing happens to him. I don’t remember if I told you, but he bought a house and still has not given me a cent for hurting me. You would think, since we were best cousins back then, he may help me a bit, but no, nothing. He may be narcissistic and just think of himself. That’s all right. I will just leave him be. He will get his once and for all. Holding onto all this hate for him has gotten me nowhere, so I will try to let it go a little, but it will still be here because on New Year, is when I got shot in the head a long time ago. I will always remember that day, for the rest of my life, as the worst day of my life. Now, I am a little relieved that I no longer associate with him. He was a trouble maker, most of the time. So, I am glad from that perspective that he is out of my life. He used to manipulate me into getting into trouble with him. So, I am happy to stand on my own these days. Thank you for reading. Have a great night. Happy New year again.

Led Zeppelin – When The Levee Breaks (Official Audio) nostalgic at its finest:

When I hear this song for some reason. It puts me back inside my room when I was a child, around 12 years old. We lived on the north side of Tucson at that time. It was right before the bullet in my head. That time was a lot happier. I used to practice drums to this song all the time. John Bonham is my favorite drummer, so drumming to his drums is ideal for a fan like me. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

Salads are forever plus others

Once you have a relationship with salads, you never quit let it go. You may eat different foods, but for some reason. You always continue eating salads. The relationship with salad is definitely a special relationship.

I have other relationships with my sister and some friends, like Arthur, Marshall, but nothing satisfies me more than a good salad. It gives my body one big hug and gives me energy also, to get through the day. Without a salad, I would be very unhappy and grumpy. So I would say, my most important relationship is my relationship with salad.

I also have a relationship with my drum set. I have to play drums every day, or else I go crazy. I practice just in case I want to go to open mics, or may possibly get a gig. Just so I am prepared to give whatever I do. My full effort.

Well, these are not typical relationships, but these things are dear to me. I spend time doing each of them every day. Almost everyday, I eat two salads. One salad I make and the other my sister makes. My sister puts love into her salads. That’s why they are so yummy. They are really wholesome salads with ingredients, such as romaine, spinach, cucumbers, tomatoes, carrots, purple cabbage, and loads of seasonings. The seasonings really make the salad delicious. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

The question is done!

Nothing beats a good bagel with egg and bacon from Dunkin donuts, with hash browns and a tasty salad, with tomato, romaine, carrots, purple cabbage, and loads of seasonings.

President Trump is meeting with Zelinsky (the leader of Ukraine) at Mar o logo in Florida to discuss an end to the war with Russia. Since, Zelinsky has said that he will not concede land to Russia. I doubt it will be a win for Ukraine. Russia will still continue to bomb Ukraine as long as Ukraine doesn’t give up land. You maybe thinking, Russia is a bigger country but much of Russia is frozen throughout the year. Which means, they cannot farm there. On the contrary, Ukraine has some of the most fertile land in the world, not to mention the minerals and a coastline that doesn’t freeze. So, talks without Vladimir are not going to get that far because Ukraine’s land has a lot to be desired for Russia. So, my guess is Russia will remain bombing Ukraine, until America gets into the war  with Russia or Ukraine gives Russia some land. We will just have to see what goes on. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Christmas salad plus politics

Christmas salads were very delicious with chili beans and romaine, tomatoes, cucumber carrots, purple cabbage, with a tortilla in the first picture and of course a miller ultra light beer(Christmas eve). In the second picture, Christmas day, we have a chicken mesh with rice, turkey and a whole bunch of good things. Plus, we had a salad with romaine, cucumber,cauliflower, broccoli, and purple cabbage. Both salads had marvelous seasonings on them. They made getting through Christmas a lot easier. We had a Pacifco beer in the second picture. It was quite nice.

As far as politics, I am now independent because some of things that both sides say make sense (republican and democrat). So that is how I have changed politically. Thank you for reading. Have a nice night.