I will say it again:

The advice I would give to my teenage self would be don’t go down to the river with your cousin Manny. He will shoot you in the head and ruin your life. No one will ever look at you the same. When he poses the question, just run anywhere you can, but don’t go down to the river with him. He is evil and he doesn’t care about you because it shows in how he has treated me over the years.

I know, you guys are close, but once he shoots you in the head. He leaves you behind and you get no justice because your mom doesn’t press any charges because it is her sister’s son. So, I would emphasize not going down to the river with him. He is an animal who doesn’t care what happens to you. He only cares about himself. I know if you would have shot him in the head you would have been there for him, but since he shoots you in the head. He vanishes from your life all together. So, for crying out loud, don’t go down to the river with him. Thank you for reading.

Look at the pretty moon picture. This is what I would emphasize to my teenage self because the moon is pretty, not my cousin Manny. Have a great night.

Boring

Being bored is a state of mind. What one person think is boring can be interesting to another person. For instance, my step-dad can talk for hours upon hours, drone on and on. I swear, he would keep me on the phone for 2 hours at a time, with him just talking. He was a constant talker. I think he missed his calling to be a preacher or at least a teacher. He would have made a good one because he loves to talk. Yet, for his kids we get bored the first hour of him talking and blabbing. There were times, I had to use the restroom in the middle of him blabbing and I used to get up, use the restroom, come back and he was still blabbing. I have a brain injury so I don’t remember very much of our conversations, but I know they were about rolling stone magazine because he loved that magazine.

He also used to talk about his job a lot. He used to work as a psych tech at a hospital. He would play guitar there and watch over the patients and make sure, everyone was good. Some of that conversation got pretty boring. When, I got tired of it. I used to tell him I have someone on the other line. So, he would hang up and stop talking. The first 30 minutes, to an hour is good beyond that, it starts getting boring. I zone out when he is constantly blabbing. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

I will never get bored looking at the moon, can stare at it for hours.

Victory is ours in the USA

If you guys and gals have not heard, Trumps tariffs were slapped down by the Supreme Court and are illegal to impose on countries and the US citizens. Yea, a win for us. It may take some time for things to go down in price but surely they will. Trump imposed a global tariff of 10%, but i think that will be striked down too. The Supreme Court said, the only entity that can impose tariffs is congress. So like I said, victory is ours. We might even get refund checks for what we spent in tariffs already, but don’t quote me. Thank you for reading.

Favorite people

These days, since it is cold outside. I usually just talk over the phone with friends. Maybe, I go to sky bar, but haven’t been in a long time. I usually just talk to Arthur or Phlegm will share something on my Facebook, that his band is working on. My sister comes over a lot and we hang out and eat dinner. Besides that, there is not much of friends coming around because of the cold. In tucson, we are desert rats. We thrive in the heat so we all come out when it heats up. For, right now, I am cold and just want to stay under the covers in my bed.

I have more friends, but it has been ages since i have seen them. They moved, or off doing shows, which is cool. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Rojie I have to use this one:

If my current self could give advice to my 21 year old self. What would I tell him? I would tell him to change his major to teaching because social work is not the right field for him. Or, to go after his dream of being a musician. Either one, would be better than I am today. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Best gift-

I have to say, the best gift I ever received was the Atari; even though it was not a gift. It still belonged to my stepdad, but some of the games were mine. I had so much fun playing the games I had, such as chess, pole position (a racing game), pac man, space invaders. The games were all cool in some way. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

The approach

This is the budgeting tool I use every month to get my budgeting done. It works very well. It is all I need. I just add all my expenses up and subtract that number from what I receive every month and walah. I am done. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Patriotic and food plus an update

The fajita bowl from Jack in the box was very delicious, with a salad of course. It helped ease the craving I had for rice and beans.

As far as being patriotic, I am. I have pride in the United States. It is one of the few countries where you can be free and just do as you please, as long as you don’t infringe on other people’s rights. So, as long as you are a good person. Do your job, fill out taxes, follow the law of the land. You should have no problems. That is me. I follow the law so I don’t get into any trouble. So, it is a really great country as long as I follow the laws and I do. I don’t want to be in prison. That would not be good.

So as far as an update on Nancy Guthrie’s case, they have not found her yet. They did find someone on the security camera at her home. They also found several gloves around her property and miles away. They also found the backpack the abductor was wearing. Yet, they have not found any suspects in the case either. The family is becoming very frustrated with progress not being made in the case. Yet her daughter, host of the Today show, said she hopes to find her mother Nancy alive and well. Thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Driving not paying attention

I was talking to people in my car and I got into a big discussion with them. I actually ran a red light. Thank goodness no one was hurt, or no policeman saw it. The light had just turned red so it was a close call, but that is an example of my thuggery. So, lucky for me, now I always stop when the light turns red. Thank you for reading. Have a good night.

If there will be-

Time can only predict what will happen over the next few months or years. If I or someone else writes a book about my life. It would be tragic. A kid who was going places to the dread of a night ,follow him down to the river and put a bullet in his head and then say I did it to myself and everyone believed his lies. How about written lies- Or if I never write a book the biography can be called shot in the head, or bullet head trauma. As long as they get bullet, gun and head in the title. It will be good.