Deep in thought.

My biggest sacrifice i have made is living. I could have committed suicide. My life is tough, but with God’s love and his guidance. He has shown me a different way to be. Believe me, I have thought of ending everything because being disabled(having one arm to use, walking with a limp is hard). I’m tougher, so I don’t commit suicide, plus I would miss what would become of the cousin who shot me in the head. So the biggest sacrifice I made is living a life that’s hard because of a crap cousin shooting me in the head. No justice, no peace. Plus, I received no justice so I could easily commit suicide, but if I do that. I will never know what is to become of this life. So, here i will remain deep in thought.

This cousin and I used to be close, now he doesn’t even talk to me. I don’t know where he is. It seems he is off the grid sort of. There are a lot of questions I have, but i probably will never get an answer from him because he is a coward. Well, that’s my sacrifice being disabled, but determined to do something with this life. It is hard to live that’s why I sleep a lot. I’m always deep in thoughts. Thank you for reading.

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